No way

Life would go on

I'm well aware of the burden I am in everyone's life and how unhappy I make everyone around me

Like you'll definitely feel bad but eventually it'll stop hurting you and you'll maybe even find your life is better without me in it and it might make you feel a little guilty but it will be true and that's fine

and I'm at ground zero every time. To the point where I genuinely just do not feel understood at all. I've tried everything and I Can't see the improvements, in fact it has gotten worst bc I am actively seeing that it's doesn't make a difference I do not see the point any of this

I accept that and I can finally get my degree and now I'm being told I still can't get it. i accept that struggling and need help and tired to get help and I barely feel better I admit when I fk up and try to do better and apologize and try to be good to the people around me

😔