Remembered my job - which I’d spent the day resentful of - was something I’d aspired to, something I’d hoped I might be able to work my entire career for. Yet here it is

Encounter that art of being human so frequently. Finding gratitude, & the small beauty; and then loosing it all again. On repeat.

Curious what phrases others use to introduce their tpot existence to others in a normie setting?

Any successes - either in legibility or in dinner party entertainingness?

I have this strange loop, where anything I do explicitly to “calm”/“down regulate” reinforces my identity of being stressed in that moment.

As such, find resistance to “down regulaty things” that I know would be used of to me.

I’ll confess, I spend most of my time scrolling Instagram on people who’s lives seem more perfect than mine. Judging if their life is actually more perfect than mine, and wondering if they are actually happy.

Fink my greatest strength is enjoying figuring out the whole big mess of things, envisaging projects that fit and setting them up for the direction they could take….

Now just to figure out a lifetime of slices of that in work and play that let me lean into that

Have we spoken about how both the self help, and spiritual industrial-complexes, trap creators into selling a “figured-it-all-out-ed” version of themselves?

Which ultimately constrains them?

Spent a beautiful weekend in Tibet-adjacent Yunnan. What have you been up to?

Bluesky has come at just the right moment for me. Needed a smaller, less legible space.