I seem to always avoid saying something out loud about what your feeling, what you've endured... it's because I'm scared knowing that mentioning these things you feel might nullify any brief moment you might have to escape the pain and loss clawing at your heart. I hope someday you can smile again..

In my mind, the words I say about me seems distant to me, and I only seem to have a vague understanding of my own perspective in suffering and the moment I'm done talking about myself my mind goes back to worrying about what tragedies have befallen my Guilmon...it's been like this for a while now...

Your never truly alone lover, even if you feel alone... we may be seperate beings but the feelings you feel I think about them around the clock. Even though I only talk about myself it's almost as if I'm always living from your perspective and yet outside you only ever hear me talking about myself..

>/////< oh my gosh...! You made my day hun, got me feeling all huffy and blushy posting this here for all to see hehe

got one more for you guys haha! thanks again @nukorio.bsky.social this model really brightens my days~ and thank you @whouse.bsky.social for working so hard to make this model work in vr! <3 means the world to me