izm.
silently at that. I’ve realized I suppressed so much because as a man, yeah, stfu & get it done. Cry later. But man listen, niggas REALLY going through it out here in ways we really just can’t seem to process. It’s crazy.
December 26, 2024 at 3:41 PM
I very much needed a week’s worth of rest to recalibrate in every facet of my being but mentally i am going THROUGH it!
December 26, 2024 at 3:39 PM
I’m to’ up bout being away from home & more. It’s within the nature in which I know how to be a man & provide that’s suffering the most.
December 26, 2024 at 3:38 PM
i just watched a TikTok concerning the “Provider Men have poor mental health.” & I’m just stumped by the truth & psychology behind it all.
December 26, 2024 at 3:37 PM
The distance & low probability of me being within reach to provide & respond to any situation where I’m needed is what I believe is bothering me the most.
December 26, 2024 at 3:36 PM
man need woman, woman need man.
December 23, 2024 at 12:58 AM
No matter the shape & form in which she was made, i only care about how she carries herself to YAH in time of favor & how she approaches YAH in time of judgement.
December 23, 2024 at 12:57 AM
if this world was mine
i’d take your dreams
& make them multiply.

if this world were mine
I’d take your enemies
In front of God.
December 19, 2024 at 2:57 PM
don’t know if you got a girl
don’t mean no disrespect
but, thoughts of you rule my 🌎
I even dream of you.
I swear, visions of you & i….
December 19, 2024 at 2:55 PM
i think the poetry in it, of course, is the best. 4 bars to infinity to get my point across to you in whatever matter, matters at the moment.
December 19, 2024 at 2:54 PM
i am..

WAR🪖CHIEF

💿 2025
December 17, 2024 at 5:38 PM
Which has allowed me to finally feel my emotions, my guilt, my hurt, my suppressive response to it all! The feeling of baring my sword to an army full of demons 1 v infinite ready to die for who i truly am!
December 17, 2024 at 5:36 PM
I’ve been on a tangent/stream of consciousness; not recognizing this CHIEF ripping the PIERRE symbiote from my body & finally coming to surface.
December 17, 2024 at 5:34 PM
The weed only helped PIERRE. It never helped CHIEF! Who was I trying to impress & prove I can change!?!? Myself? Loved ones? The world? Or the war I’ve fighting all my life!?
December 17, 2024 at 5:32 PM
within my war-cry, I’ve acknowledged my WANT for WAR has been compromised for years due to wanting peace.

When my dad (PIERRE) transitioned, i just wanted peace. Hence, this is my recollection of when i initially started to smoke weed.
December 17, 2024 at 5:31 PM
no nonsense, prideful, headstrong, straightforward, etc..

my patience is shot. My pride is war-ready! I took the armor off & im baring all wounds & more yelling COME FUCKIN GET ME!
December 17, 2024 at 5:28 PM
PIERRE, which is my father’s name has patience, calm, gentle, respectful, etc..

The past few weeks I’ve been shedding that skin & stomping on that guise & showing CHIEF.
December 17, 2024 at 5:25 PM
I changed my artist name to ARMND. Which is meant to be the culmination of PIERRE & CHIEF.
December 17, 2024 at 5:22 PM
In my previous rant I speak of feeling I’ve suppressed my true self. I’ve been hiding flounder the guise of PIERRE. instead of CHIEF. The one i truly am.
December 17, 2024 at 5:21 PM
“… me smoking has kept a lot of people from meeting my sword and dying by its blade.” 🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨
December 17, 2024 at 5:18 PM