Painful but accurate and now I’m going to look up the author cause I’m interested in reading more by them 👀

Disappointing but not surprised. I can only hope the sites I already use don’t start doing this bs or get buried from AI garbage 🤞🏽

The recipe btw for anyone curious. I’ve used a variation of this dudes mac and cheese in the past and it was fire I was so excited 😭😭😭

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I know I wouldn’t be where I am today without the support, patience, and love people have shown me. Which I’ve always known but when times are rough it’s more obvious. Very blessed that way if nothing else 💗

🥰 I hope you’re thriving 💗

And I send mine back to you Mary 💗💗💗

Hasn’t been all bad but it has been exhausting. I continue to wake up every day, push through & sometimes I have real nice days with people I love who love me.

If you read all this you’re amazing. And I miss you, all of you. I hope you’re doing well & that I don’t take so long to say hi next time 💗

I’ve changed my meds and gotten both worse and better (newsflash even though I clearly have undiagnosed adhd adderall doesn’t help! At all. Which is a bummer cause I thought I could fix my sleep disorder and my scattered brain in one shot but alas I will continue to be dumber, forget things, etc.

Sold my old car got a new one had someone smash my windows to steal my AirPods and vape out of my cup holder and the cops wouldn’t do anything (acab 4eva and ever tbh).

I’m alive, been a really hard period with my job making bad policy changes, my dad’s health declining (2 months in the hospital and rehab which finally ended a week before I went to England to spend time with my partner for our two year anniversary).

I appreciate you sharing this so much and giving me things to think about as I continue to process my grief 💗

Sunny is gorgeous, and she’s one of my favorite colors! And y’know what waiting almost a month is good enough I think 😉