Cherry Wallflower 🍒🌸❤️💚
@cherrywallflower.bsky.social
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🦩From FL, USA ✈️📍🇰🇷
🌼Hello Blossoms, and random internet passerbyers... Cherry here!🤪✨
🎶1st original idol single "Adore Me!" on YouTube!
#indieidol #海外アイドル #kaigaiidol
https://cherrywallflower.carrd.co/
🦩From FL, USA ✈️📍🇰🇷
🌼Hello Blossoms, and random internet passerbyers... Cherry here!🤪✨
🎶1st original idol single "Adore Me!" on YouTube!
#indieidol #海外アイドル #kaigaiidol
https://cherrywallflower.carrd.co/
I can't really describe it simply. It really just doesn't make any sense but it's plaguing me nontheless.
June 2, 2025 at 8:37 AM
I can't really describe it simply. It really just doesn't make any sense but it's plaguing me nontheless.
but then it's like, ok how do you let go of perfectionism? well, idk, I'm trying to figure that out. and my idea of perfectionism isn't even what many people probably have in mind, I mean, I'm not too insecure to make mistakes in front of people or say something ppl think is cringe
June 2, 2025 at 8:37 AM
but then it's like, ok how do you let go of perfectionism? well, idk, I'm trying to figure that out. and my idea of perfectionism isn't even what many people probably have in mind, I mean, I'm not too insecure to make mistakes in front of people or say something ppl think is cringe
yes a simple comment like this really does help encourage me 🥳
June 2, 2025 at 8:33 AM
yes a simple comment like this really does help encourage me 🥳
i swear I'm not a huge pathetic insecure mess, but I am trying to work on my ability to believe that others truly believe in me and that I mean something to people. i think this is just a result of deep loneliness woooow ok emo chick here I guess *brushes hair over eyes*
June 2, 2025 at 8:32 AM
i swear I'm not a huge pathetic insecure mess, but I am trying to work on my ability to believe that others truly believe in me and that I mean something to people. i think this is just a result of deep loneliness woooow ok emo chick here I guess *brushes hair over eyes*
I'm insecure, and seeing people succeed who aren't at my idea of perfect makes me think that maybe there is just something different about them that I don't have that allows them to bypass that idea of perfect I have in my mind.
June 2, 2025 at 8:32 AM
I'm insecure, and seeing people succeed who aren't at my idea of perfect makes me think that maybe there is just something different about them that I don't have that allows them to bypass that idea of perfect I have in my mind.
even bother, but THEN that just makes me seem like I'm the most skilled amazing charming person ever which is so not the case. This just some form of perfectionism. If I felt like I was my version of perfect, then it doesn't matter what others are doing. but since I'm not at my level of perfect,
June 2, 2025 at 8:32 AM
even bother, but THEN that just makes me seem like I'm the most skilled amazing charming person ever which is so not the case. This just some form of perfectionism. If I felt like I was my version of perfect, then it doesn't matter what others are doing. but since I'm not at my level of perfect,
but then again I'm gonna probably still post it lol
I keep over thinking about sharing anything now. I'm still recording, editing, and making this but not hitting post. oh woe is me woe is me
I keep over thinking about sharing anything now. I'm still recording, editing, and making this but not hitting post. oh woe is me woe is me
June 2, 2025 at 8:28 AM
but then again I'm gonna probably still post it lol
I keep over thinking about sharing anything now. I'm still recording, editing, and making this but not hitting post. oh woe is me woe is me
I keep over thinking about sharing anything now. I'm still recording, editing, and making this but not hitting post. oh woe is me woe is me
my mom said she is now team luigi
before she felt sorry for the ceo and felt sorry that a GOOD LOOKING young guy threw his life away
well, the latter is still fair to feel kinda sad over lolomg
But also wow omg FINALLLLY
living at home will be a lot easier now when I need to make the change
before she felt sorry for the ceo and felt sorry that a GOOD LOOKING young guy threw his life away
well, the latter is still fair to feel kinda sad over lolomg
But also wow omg FINALLLLY
living at home will be a lot easier now when I need to make the change
May 31, 2025 at 12:06 AM
my mom said she is now team luigi
before she felt sorry for the ceo and felt sorry that a GOOD LOOKING young guy threw his life away
well, the latter is still fair to feel kinda sad over lolomg
But also wow omg FINALLLLY
living at home will be a lot easier now when I need to make the change
before she felt sorry for the ceo and felt sorry that a GOOD LOOKING young guy threw his life away
well, the latter is still fair to feel kinda sad over lolomg
But also wow omg FINALLLLY
living at home will be a lot easier now when I need to make the change
her radicalization moment: job switched to a new insurance company, it's like $400 a month from her pay, she tries to apply for obamacare, the guy tells her that the trump administration is making a lot of changes that makes it hard to approve people who get offered insurance through employer
May 31, 2025 at 12:05 AM
her radicalization moment: job switched to a new insurance company, it's like $400 a month from her pay, she tries to apply for obamacare, the guy tells her that the trump administration is making a lot of changes that makes it hard to approve people who get offered insurance through employer
and also I've only been able to do one small event per year since 2021 so like, that also is straight up why I've not been able to include as much people as I would like to on a lineup LOL. but when I can do more events, I'll definitely be able to bring more people along for the ride
May 29, 2025 at 2:23 PM
and also I've only been able to do one small event per year since 2021 so like, that also is straight up why I've not been able to include as much people as I would like to on a lineup LOL. but when I can do more events, I'll definitely be able to bring more people along for the ride
but ultimately, my goal has always been to help with building indie idol in the u.s. to be a music scene/music genre that can stand on its own without too much comparisons to what's going on in japan and having enough appeal to survive outside of anime conventions
May 29, 2025 at 2:20 PM
but ultimately, my goal has always been to help with building indie idol in the u.s. to be a music scene/music genre that can stand on its own without too much comparisons to what's going on in japan and having enough appeal to survive outside of anime conventions
This thread isn't even about anything in particular, just me reflecting on what I've done in the past, and what I plan to do in the future. Ultimately, I know that there are people who might dislike me and be mad at me because they call themselves an idol yet I'm not asking them to be in my events,
May 29, 2025 at 2:20 PM
This thread isn't even about anything in particular, just me reflecting on what I've done in the past, and what I plan to do in the future. Ultimately, I know that there are people who might dislike me and be mad at me because they call themselves an idol yet I'm not asking them to be in my events,
in concept? idk, what exactly is hyperpop anyway? FIRST it was a small soundcloud collective and well, it got appropriated, but anyways lol
May 29, 2025 at 2:20 PM
in concept? idk, what exactly is hyperpop anyway? FIRST it was a small soundcloud collective and well, it got appropriated, but anyways lol
I guess I can't take all the credit because many years ago someone else planted the idea in my head that kaigai idols aren't too different from hyperpop singers. I imagine as more original indie idol music is made in english, it can feel very hyperpop adjacent, not necessarily in sound but
May 29, 2025 at 2:20 PM
I guess I can't take all the credit because many years ago someone else planted the idea in my head that kaigai idols aren't too different from hyperpop singers. I imagine as more original indie idol music is made in english, it can feel very hyperpop adjacent, not necessarily in sound but
means I did a good job at selling this thing. And that probably might also mean that the j-pop lovers and serious idol fans loved it even more.
May 29, 2025 at 2:11 PM
means I did a good job at selling this thing. And that probably might also mean that the j-pop lovers and serious idol fans loved it even more.
it's not that I want to appeal to everyone (which will inevitably leaving you to appeal to no one) but I always just had this vision of growing things to be bigger and if I can have people at my event who don't know a darn thing about j-pop or idols watch it and enjoy it, that REALLY
May 29, 2025 at 2:11 PM
it's not that I want to appeal to everyone (which will inevitably leaving you to appeal to no one) but I always just had this vision of growing things to be bigger and if I can have people at my event who don't know a darn thing about j-pop or idols watch it and enjoy it, that REALLY
I say this is the best thing I can do because I feel like I have the skills to at least be the one to help nudge us forward. Of course not everyone is into that. there are many who prefer to focus on a smaller scope, which, hey, is way less overwhelming.
May 29, 2025 at 2:11 PM
I say this is the best thing I can do because I feel like I have the skills to at least be the one to help nudge us forward. Of course not everyone is into that. there are many who prefer to focus on a smaller scope, which, hey, is way less overwhelming.
but I tihnk the best thing I can do is to help us break out of the bubble if we really want to be more successful as singers and performers and have more opportunities opened up for us and for more people to take us "seriously" and not just j-pop rip offs or, the ever infamous, "kawaii dancers" lol
May 29, 2025 at 2:11 PM
but I tihnk the best thing I can do is to help us break out of the bubble if we really want to be more successful as singers and performers and have more opportunities opened up for us and for more people to take us "seriously" and not just j-pop rip offs or, the ever infamous, "kawaii dancers" lol
So do that I know I've had to make decisions for events that people within the kaigai idol community probably didn't like and probably hold resentment to me towards. it's fair. I also have dealt with rejection and being ignored from major convention festivals, so I get it.
May 29, 2025 at 2:11 PM
So do that I know I've had to make decisions for events that people within the kaigai idol community probably didn't like and probably hold resentment to me towards. it's fair. I also have dealt with rejection and being ignored from major convention festivals, so I get it.
some kind of vision that I wanted to execute and my target audience wasn't just the kaigai idol community but also regular people who might not even know much about idols or j-pop beyond anime songs so that we can grow our followings and audiences to something outside of our niche.
May 29, 2025 at 2:11 PM
some kind of vision that I wanted to execute and my target audience wasn't just the kaigai idol community but also regular people who might not even know much about idols or j-pop beyond anime songs so that we can grow our followings and audiences to something outside of our niche.