I used the app Shuffles that connects with Pinterest and I've been enjoying my little creative endeavors. If you wanna check out my account, it's just cherrykatt ~ I live on Pinterest ❤️

Now I have to fix my sleep schedule and depression and anxiety. My mom gave me good advice and said don't think of it as a failure but a stepping stone to the next job and discovering what I like and don't like. Thank goodness for moms. 💗 I would not survive without her.

I also haven't eaten much in the last 2 weeks, slept adequately, or felt any sense of being at ease. So goodbye to that. I cried at work and that's usually a sign that it's not for you.

Hopefully, the times won't have such huge gaps after a while because this chaos is rough on my routine oriented lifestyle.

I work 11PM to 7AM.
I go to sleep around 4-9AM (depending on the day).
I wake up between 8AM-3PM (later if I'm lucky).
Stay awake as long as I can, and if I don't rest well, I'll go back to sleep around 5:30PM-8PM (depending on day).
Wake up by 10PM if I work and sleep as long as I need if I don't.

I need blackout curtains so bad, though. It is so hard to go to bed at 8 AM.

send me your sleepiest music, ASMR, or background noises. my current rotation is starting to get old.