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Scanlon Rush
@chernobylbedtime.bsky.social
●genderfluid trans masc queer.
●he/they.
●activist.
●never going back in the closet.
●i encourage violence against fascists.
●make kkk, fascists, & nazis scared again.
●eat the rich.
●free luigi.
●🇵🇸 free palestine.
That's right!

Next time I check that place out I'll look and see if I can grab you some :) I go looking for uranium glass there a lot!
January 29, 2025 at 11:10 PM
People say the pandemic is over.... nah.

The realization of what Covid has done to 5 what new illnesses will do to us?

We've barely begun to understand the horror. Not sure we ever will.

#covid #longcovid #pandemic #chronicillness #lifewothdisease #raredisease #familialadenomatouspolyposis
January 29, 2025 at 11:09 PM
I think I'm over the worst of it or have at least adjusted and learned to make myself strong as I can.... but Long Covid is now yet another chronic illness/disease I have had to learn to adjust to.

I had to find out who I was... again. Activities I enjoyed... and could even do.

Find... purpose.
January 29, 2025 at 11:09 PM
I watched movies that I know I saw shortly after I recovered... and don't remember them. I remember ones I saw pre-Covid, but not after.

I developed kidney disease.

I developed loss of hearing.

I lost more energy than I had to lose.

I can't read books.

I have multiple arrhythmias.
January 29, 2025 at 11:09 PM
As for my memory...?

I do mental memory games, exercises, and so forth. And it HAS gotten better.

But I caught Covid for the first time when hospitals were overflowing, and Paxlovid was not available. My 02 was in the mid-80s for a few days.

I barely knew who I was.
January 29, 2025 at 11:09 PM
Can't recall if you are local to me (genuine Long Covid memory issues, very sorry, stopped being ashamed though lol) but! If so, I can tell you the Peddlers Mall where I found them!!!
January 29, 2025 at 10:48 PM
EVER ugh curse the editing
January 28, 2025 at 6:25 PM
The first poet I fell in love with.
January 22, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I totally get that. Vent away ❤️ just adding my feelings that are getting harder and harder to keep inside these days.

I'm sorry, too. I think the best way to survive is to keep getting close to good friends that we trust. Building community offline, not on.

No one is coming to save us but us. ❤️
January 21, 2025 at 3:06 PM
I have, it happened as a kid. Then, though, I had hope, so I was okay with waiting. Now..... hope just isn't there. Plus with my new illnesses thanks to long Covid.... the fight is gone. I feel like a coward but don't know how else to survive than go back to waiting...
January 21, 2025 at 2:35 PM