chau knives
@chauknives.bsky.social
just a guy, nothin special...
UPDATE: I've finished programming the channels on the TV, it's now only MST3K, martial arts movies, asian cinema, anime, K-Pop, Dramas, and Avatar the Last Airbender... why are some of these separated you ask?
One channel is legit just martial arts movies and a couple are focused on specific topics
One channel is legit just martial arts movies and a couple are focused on specific topics
January 2, 2026 at 12:02 PM
UPDATE: I've finished programming the channels on the TV, it's now only MST3K, martial arts movies, asian cinema, anime, K-Pop, Dramas, and Avatar the Last Airbender... why are some of these separated you ask?
One channel is legit just martial arts movies and a couple are focused on specific topics
One channel is legit just martial arts movies and a couple are focused on specific topics
People who have seen me shitfaced at conventions still get shocked that I drink... like yo, you've seen me with a full ass gourd. That ain't just stayin in character... also I'm about to be 36 and have sakazuki oaths with people, should be obvious by now yeah?
December 30, 2025 at 11:17 PM
People who have seen me shitfaced at conventions still get shocked that I drink... like yo, you've seen me with a full ass gourd. That ain't just stayin in character... also I'm about to be 36 and have sakazuki oaths with people, should be obvious by now yeah?
Will do, I'll try to keep the name consistent too
December 28, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Will do, I'll try to keep the name consistent too
I haven't kept track in a long time honestly... I should use those sites lol
December 28, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I haven't kept track in a long time honestly... I should use those sites lol
and in order to do that, I have to be able to bury my resentment. I don't know if I can ever make peace with my grandfather, but as it stands right now... I'm running out of patience with him. I watched my father cry at his mother's funeral, I am not prepared to see him when his father passes too.
December 22, 2025 at 8:39 PM
and in order to do that, I have to be able to bury my resentment. I don't know if I can ever make peace with my grandfather, but as it stands right now... I'm running out of patience with him. I watched my father cry at his mother's funeral, I am not prepared to see him when his father passes too.
turn out like me... I would want them to enjoy the holidays and family. Until I can do that myself, I can't bear to bring in another life that would repeat the mistakes I still make now... and I'm not asking for perfection. I have to be the person that I want my child to grow up to be...
December 22, 2025 at 8:37 PM
turn out like me... I would want them to enjoy the holidays and family. Until I can do that myself, I can't bear to bring in another life that would repeat the mistakes I still make now... and I'm not asking for perfection. I have to be the person that I want my child to grow up to be...
to be a father, because I don't think I'd do a better job than my own. If I can be honest, I think I'd actually do a worse job... but not in the way I was raised or how generations of men in my dad's family have been raised before him. And I know that if I ever had a child, I wouldn't want them to
December 22, 2025 at 8:34 PM
to be a father, because I don't think I'd do a better job than my own. If I can be honest, I think I'd actually do a worse job... but not in the way I was raised or how generations of men in my dad's family have been raised before him. And I know that if I ever had a child, I wouldn't want them to
But if I ever got it, especially now... I would just hand it off to my nephew. You'd think my own children, but I don't see that happening any time soon... not from lack of trying but just it's not something I really want in my life at the moment. I'll be 36 in January and I still have no plans...
December 22, 2025 at 8:33 PM
But if I ever got it, especially now... I would just hand it off to my nephew. You'd think my own children, but I don't see that happening any time soon... not from lack of trying but just it's not something I really want in my life at the moment. I'll be 36 in January and I still have no plans...
feelings I have, but they don't go away overnight. I don't really have a strong relationship with my dad either, but there's a shared respect in that we are decent people and we still want to make sure my grandfather is not fleeced by the predatory relatives. I forfeited my inheritance ages ago...
December 22, 2025 at 8:31 PM
feelings I have, but they don't go away overnight. I don't really have a strong relationship with my dad either, but there's a shared respect in that we are decent people and we still want to make sure my grandfather is not fleeced by the predatory relatives. I forfeited my inheritance ages ago...
I am bitter about this because my mom's side, the people I actually got along with anyway... they're not around anymore and I would have much rather had a happy Christmas instead of walking on eggshells for the grandfather that only acknowledged me because I am the first grandson... I don't like the
December 22, 2025 at 8:29 PM
I am bitter about this because my mom's side, the people I actually got along with anyway... they're not around anymore and I would have much rather had a happy Christmas instead of walking on eggshells for the grandfather that only acknowledged me because I am the first grandson... I don't like the
So, context: My sister gave birth at the end of July... my dad wanted his father to meet the baby. As far as I know since I don't follow any of my family on socials to begin with... this grandfather is the ONLY relative to be meeting my nephew, but it's my sister's family's choice not mine anyway.
December 22, 2025 at 8:27 PM
So, context: My sister gave birth at the end of July... my dad wanted his father to meet the baby. As far as I know since I don't follow any of my family on socials to begin with... this grandfather is the ONLY relative to be meeting my nephew, but it's my sister's family's choice not mine anyway.
the need to constantly insult me and belittle my intelligence because I am ADHD. He's been far worse to me in his older years but I'm choosing to believe that is on mental decline and not overt conscious bigotry because my grandmother always kept him in check and he LOVED that woman so much.
December 22, 2025 at 8:25 PM
the need to constantly insult me and belittle my intelligence because I am ADHD. He's been far worse to me in his older years but I'm choosing to believe that is on mental decline and not overt conscious bigotry because my grandmother always kept him in check and he LOVED that woman so much.
he didn't fall down the stairs at the AirBnB that my dad rented for him to stay at while he's here since he's allergic to cats and dogs (both the house I live in and my sister's place have pets). I don't speak Tagalog or ilokano and barely understand him because of his heavy accent, but he feels
December 22, 2025 at 8:22 PM
he didn't fall down the stairs at the AirBnB that my dad rented for him to stay at while he's here since he's allergic to cats and dogs (both the house I live in and my sister's place have pets). I don't speak Tagalog or ilokano and barely understand him because of his heavy accent, but he feels
My dad's siblings are leeches, they are trying to take advantage of my grandfather and take everything from him... the only person left who still genuinely cares for him is my dad. It sounds harsh but we are trying our best to be patient with him... I spent a good portion of last night making sure
December 22, 2025 at 8:20 PM
My dad's siblings are leeches, they are trying to take advantage of my grandfather and take everything from him... the only person left who still genuinely cares for him is my dad. It sounds harsh but we are trying our best to be patient with him... I spent a good portion of last night making sure
I do feel like I live in a dome sometimes... I only ever really see the sky at night when I sneak onto the building's roof, but I should be in the countryside for Christmas since my sister lives outside the city limits. My father in law gave my sister and her husband a house to celebrate their baby
December 22, 2025 at 4:10 PM
I do feel like I live in a dome sometimes... I only ever really see the sky at night when I sneak onto the building's roof, but I should be in the countryside for Christmas since my sister lives outside the city limits. My father in law gave my sister and her husband a house to celebrate their baby
I live somewhere with too much light pollution sadly, so I miss what the clouds obscure most nights anyway...
December 20, 2025 at 10:16 AM
I live somewhere with too much light pollution sadly, so I miss what the clouds obscure most nights anyway...
if I could redirect weather I would lol... I hate how no one in my city knows how to handle slick roads
December 18, 2025 at 10:48 AM
if I could redirect weather I would lol... I hate how no one in my city knows how to handle slick roads
I have the opposite problem... it's been as low as 30 lately but still no snow, just a lot of rain
December 17, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I have the opposite problem... it's been as low as 30 lately but still no snow, just a lot of rain
I wish I retained that knowledge... my skills died when places like myspace and gaia online changed and my pages fell to the wayside.
December 15, 2025 at 6:19 AM
I wish I retained that knowledge... my skills died when places like myspace and gaia online changed and my pages fell to the wayside.
I mean... we met when I used the name "moon/kira", no one calls me that anymore outside of the forum and the even older name I have thankfully didn't follow me here but it still gets used on some of the other socials that I have up for posterity reasons since I am reaching out to conventions still
December 15, 2025 at 6:18 AM
I mean... we met when I used the name "moon/kira", no one calls me that anymore outside of the forum and the even older name I have thankfully didn't follow me here but it still gets used on some of the other socials that I have up for posterity reasons since I am reaching out to conventions still
yeah, it always feels weird at first... people will eventually get it I hope?
December 14, 2025 at 5:10 AM
yeah, it always feels weird at first... people will eventually get it I hope?
it didn't happen overnight for me... but it can be a very dangerous practice, I was probably a freshman or sophomore in high school when my sister brought home the first cat and then like a couple of years later my brother brought a second one, then a third... I've lived with a lot of cats I mean.
December 14, 2025 at 5:08 AM
it didn't happen overnight for me... but it can be a very dangerous practice, I was probably a freshman or sophomore in high school when my sister brought home the first cat and then like a couple of years later my brother brought a second one, then a third... I've lived with a lot of cats I mean.