Mona 🔏
@chastityfiend.bsky.social
Also known as Deri I only follow people I know- this is basically a vent account. It’s mostly depressing messages and sometimes horny stuff.
I don’t deserve dinner tonight.
October 15, 2025 at 7:53 PM
I don’t deserve dinner tonight.
KILL ME TUCKING KILL ME STRANGLE ME PUT YIUR HANDS ON MY THROAT AND SQUEESE LET ME FUCKINT DIE ALREADY END THIS HUMILIATION OF MY EXISTENCE LET ME DIE LET ME RUCKING DIE LET IT FUCKING END KILL MEE
October 12, 2025 at 8:12 PM
KILL ME TUCKING KILL ME STRANGLE ME PUT YIUR HANDS ON MY THROAT AND SQUEESE LET ME FUCKINT DIE ALREADY END THIS HUMILIATION OF MY EXISTENCE LET ME DIE LET ME RUCKING DIE LET IT FUCKING END KILL MEE
I need to disappear
I need to stop disappointing people
I need to stop tricking everyone into thinking they like me. They like an idea. A persona. A false mask sculpted to attract and trick. I’m a liar. A scum bag. A monster.
I need to stop disappointing people
I need to stop tricking everyone into thinking they like me. They like an idea. A persona. A false mask sculpted to attract and trick. I’m a liar. A scum bag. A monster.
October 10, 2025 at 4:26 AM
I need to disappear
I need to stop disappointing people
I need to stop tricking everyone into thinking they like me. They like an idea. A persona. A false mask sculpted to attract and trick. I’m a liar. A scum bag. A monster.
I need to stop disappointing people
I need to stop tricking everyone into thinking they like me. They like an idea. A persona. A false mask sculpted to attract and trick. I’m a liar. A scum bag. A monster.
I feel isolated and empty. Alone.
I’m a ghost walking a path that won’t ever reach anywhere.
Alone. Surrounded by flowers that look away from me.
It’s suffocating but if I speak it’ll kill the flowers.
I’m a ghost walking a path that won’t ever reach anywhere.
Alone. Surrounded by flowers that look away from me.
It’s suffocating but if I speak it’ll kill the flowers.
September 27, 2025 at 3:24 AM
I feel isolated and empty. Alone.
I’m a ghost walking a path that won’t ever reach anywhere.
Alone. Surrounded by flowers that look away from me.
It’s suffocating but if I speak it’ll kill the flowers.
I’m a ghost walking a path that won’t ever reach anywhere.
Alone. Surrounded by flowers that look away from me.
It’s suffocating but if I speak it’ll kill the flowers.
I make myself sick. The tension is building in my head I wanan throw up
September 12, 2025 at 4:03 AM
I make myself sick. The tension is building in my head I wanan throw up
I didn’t draw any blood but I started cutting my shoulder tonight
September 12, 2025 at 4:00 AM
I didn’t draw any blood but I started cutting my shoulder tonight
My boyfriend is so mean to me :<
September 9, 2025 at 4:27 PM
My boyfriend is so mean to me :<
I should kill my self
September 3, 2025 at 4:35 AM
I should kill my self
It’s pass midnight and the horrors are keeping me awake
I go to work in 6 hours
I go to work in 6 hours
September 3, 2025 at 4:35 AM
It’s pass midnight and the horrors are keeping me awake
I go to work in 6 hours
I go to work in 6 hours
Anytime I fail to say a word or sentence like a normal person, a part of me dies. It just reminds how fucking terrible I am at completing the most simplest of task like the unloveable failure I am.
August 28, 2025 at 2:05 AM
Anytime I fail to say a word or sentence like a normal person, a part of me dies. It just reminds how fucking terrible I am at completing the most simplest of task like the unloveable failure I am.
There’s nothing more embarrassing than having someone worry about you. Don’t think about me, don’t perceive me. Leave me be….
August 27, 2025 at 9:33 PM
There’s nothing more embarrassing than having someone worry about you. Don’t think about me, don’t perceive me. Leave me be….
I failed. I failed and holy fuck it hurts.
August 27, 2025 at 1:41 AM
I failed. I failed and holy fuck it hurts.
I upsetted my boyfriend I wan tot die
August 22, 2025 at 4:28 AM
I upsetted my boyfriend I wan tot die
I could fucking kill muzelf I don’t care anymore man
August 17, 2025 at 1:59 AM
I could fucking kill muzelf I don’t care anymore man
I feel like my sin is gluttony
I just want and want but nothing will satisfy me
It’s a conflicting existence, I feel like a beast
I just want and want but nothing will satisfy me
It’s a conflicting existence, I feel like a beast
August 6, 2025 at 2:07 AM
I feel like my sin is gluttony
I just want and want but nothing will satisfy me
It’s a conflicting existence, I feel like a beast
I just want and want but nothing will satisfy me
It’s a conflicting existence, I feel like a beast
I would rather work the office 5 days in a row than be the partner of someone incompetent- YOUVE SUPPOSEDLY DONE THIS MORE THAN ME. HOW AM I DONE AT 7:30 BUT BY 7:10 YOURE STILL DOING THE OPENING
August 1, 2025 at 12:12 PM
I would rather work the office 5 days in a row than be the partner of someone incompetent- YOUVE SUPPOSEDLY DONE THIS MORE THAN ME. HOW AM I DONE AT 7:30 BUT BY 7:10 YOURE STILL DOING THE OPENING
I’m really happy that one thing is finally over now
I’ve been talking about some of it to a close friend and it’s been a bit relieving.
I understand I’m no way a victim or anything but it feels good to let it go
I’ve been talking about some of it to a close friend and it’s been a bit relieving.
I understand I’m no way a victim or anything but it feels good to let it go
August 1, 2025 at 1:54 AM
I’m really happy that one thing is finally over now
I’ve been talking about some of it to a close friend and it’s been a bit relieving.
I understand I’m no way a victim or anything but it feels good to let it go
I’ve been talking about some of it to a close friend and it’s been a bit relieving.
I understand I’m no way a victim or anything but it feels good to let it go
Forced to order out because I ran out of food
Fuckkkkkk
Fuckkkkkk
July 28, 2025 at 5:18 PM
Forced to order out because I ran out of food
Fuckkkkkk
Fuckkkkkk
I don’t enjoy not understanding how to be human. I have emotions that aren’t acceptable but I’m not sure why it’s not.
I don’t want to have emotions anymore, I want to simply stop being here as myself
I don’t want to have emotions anymore, I want to simply stop being here as myself
July 25, 2025 at 3:13 AM
I don’t enjoy not understanding how to be human. I have emotions that aren’t acceptable but I’m not sure why it’s not.
I don’t want to have emotions anymore, I want to simply stop being here as myself
I don’t want to have emotions anymore, I want to simply stop being here as myself
I always think it’s weird how whenever a transwoman does something problematic or bad people immediately start misgendering her? Which is weird because women are naturally evil so it’s actually gender affirming
July 23, 2025 at 6:26 PM
I always think it’s weird how whenever a transwoman does something problematic or bad people immediately start misgendering her? Which is weird because women are naturally evil so it’s actually gender affirming