the way i havent been able to log in until now.... whoopsi.....

the two people that i love most are dead... my master.... my love.... are no more... what will happen to me now...? i only have the bells!!!! 🔔🔔🔔🔔🔔🔔

girl *hell I’ll get you

a lot of the ppl I followed here straight up stopped posting and went back to twitter so I’ve kinda resorted to going back 😭😭 sucks so bad I want OUT of that bell

there’s where they put the monsters

I honestly might need to just change my pen or go back to the basics or simplify my style but auuhhh my muscle memoryyyy

this is what 15mg of adderall does to me

i am so serious i would so go to mass if i wasn’t being preached to. need to experience the atmosphere of organ Latin music in a musty old beautiful church and reading off bible passages to each other that could relate to our oc

my parents too when I know so much about catholicism except it’s just bc of my ocs and the adhd demons

MY OH SEAS....... pirates in the 1700s be like

I’ve mostly just been working on writing everything I have all typed out cohesively but it is taking forever and so much of it isn’t gonna be shown yet aahhgghh I need to just concede

the things that I do for my fuckin ocs man. I’ll literally look up receipts and documents from 150 years ago to make sure I’m writing something as accurate as possible that no one else gafs abt