ChaoticWyn
@chaoticwyn.bsky.social
🏳️⚧️Trans-masculine Nonbinary NeuroSpicy Disabled Gamer.
🏳️🌈Born in '96. Seahorse Dad. DV/SA Survivor.
they/he/she
🏳️🌈Born in '96. Seahorse Dad. DV/SA Survivor.
they/he/she
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ChaoticWyn
@chaoticwyn.bsky.social
· Oct 2
I have an autistic interest in the WW2/Cold War Era so I have watched an ungodly amount of history documentaries.
I always wondered "how did the average human live back then? How must it have felt?"
I feel like every day I get closer to knowing the answer I never wanted.
I always wondered "how did the average human live back then? How must it have felt?"
I feel like every day I get closer to knowing the answer I never wanted.
Posted about losing access to meds I need to live. Someone said “quit playing make believe,” then blocked me first
At least I don’t leave comments so nasty I have to run and hide after.
At least I don’t leave comments so nasty I have to run and hide after.
November 7, 2025 at 2:56 PM
Posted about losing access to meds I need to live. Someone said “quit playing make believe,” then blocked me first
At least I don’t leave comments so nasty I have to run and hide after.
At least I don’t leave comments so nasty I have to run and hide after.
Me and Cat lost our doctor, and she lost her state insurance. We need a way to fill our meds, not just our HRT, but all of our meds. Plume and similar options cost $100+/month. We already lost SNAP, we can't afford that.
Local clinics? Won’t take my insurance, or new patients.
Local clinics? Won’t take my insurance, or new patients.
November 6, 2025 at 3:43 PM
Me and Cat lost our doctor, and she lost her state insurance. We need a way to fill our meds, not just our HRT, but all of our meds. Plume and similar options cost $100+/month. We already lost SNAP, we can't afford that.
Local clinics? Won’t take my insurance, or new patients.
Local clinics? Won’t take my insurance, or new patients.
Autistic Couple Humor is Golden.
Me: Yea I broke it, but I'm a bull in a china shop so yanno
Her: True you broke your arm this year [deadpan]
-beat passes-
Both erupt in laughter #autisticadults #couplethings
Me: Yea I broke it, but I'm a bull in a china shop so yanno
Her: True you broke your arm this year [deadpan]
-beat passes-
Both erupt in laughter #autisticadults #couplethings
October 23, 2025 at 4:53 PM
Autistic Couple Humor is Golden.
Me: Yea I broke it, but I'm a bull in a china shop so yanno
Her: True you broke your arm this year [deadpan]
-beat passes-
Both erupt in laughter #autisticadults #couplethings
Me: Yea I broke it, but I'm a bull in a china shop so yanno
Her: True you broke your arm this year [deadpan]
-beat passes-
Both erupt in laughter #autisticadults #couplethings
“So this is how liberty dies… with thunderous applause.” — Padmé Amidala
I wrote a vent about how patterns repeat. How history gets erased while people cheer.
Read → medium.com/@eternalnyx/...
#NoKings #Authoritarianism #TransVoices
I wrote a vent about how patterns repeat. How history gets erased while people cheer.
Read → medium.com/@eternalnyx/...
#NoKings #Authoritarianism #TransVoices
No Kings — From the Eyes of a Disabled, Trans, Autistic Ex-Christian.
I wrote this as an impulsive vent for social media and friends but the more I sat on it and thought about the state of the world, I…
medium.com
October 22, 2025 at 3:31 PM
“So this is how liberty dies… with thunderous applause.” — Padmé Amidala
I wrote a vent about how patterns repeat. How history gets erased while people cheer.
Read → medium.com/@eternalnyx/...
#NoKings #Authoritarianism #TransVoices
I wrote a vent about how patterns repeat. How history gets erased while people cheer.
Read → medium.com/@eternalnyx/...
#NoKings #Authoritarianism #TransVoices
Reposted by ChaoticWyn
Last night I found out sighted people see clear like a photo. I thought all people saw in 240p.
What do you mean you can count the hairs on my forehead from across the room in dim lighting? I. cant even make out the lines on my hand a foot from my face in the same conditions.
Pffffft.
What do you mean you can count the hairs on my forehead from across the room in dim lighting? I. cant even make out the lines on my hand a foot from my face in the same conditions.
Pffffft.
October 13, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Last night I found out sighted people see clear like a photo. I thought all people saw in 240p.
What do you mean you can count the hairs on my forehead from across the room in dim lighting? I. cant even make out the lines on my hand a foot from my face in the same conditions.
Pffffft.
What do you mean you can count the hairs on my forehead from across the room in dim lighting? I. cant even make out the lines on my hand a foot from my face in the same conditions.
Pffffft.
I have an autistic interest in the WW2/Cold War Era so I have watched an ungodly amount of history documentaries.
I always wondered "how did the average human live back then? How must it have felt?"
I feel like every day I get closer to knowing the answer I never wanted.
I always wondered "how did the average human live back then? How must it have felt?"
I feel like every day I get closer to knowing the answer I never wanted.
October 2, 2025 at 3:45 PM
I have an autistic interest in the WW2/Cold War Era so I have watched an ungodly amount of history documentaries.
I always wondered "how did the average human live back then? How must it have felt?"
I feel like every day I get closer to knowing the answer I never wanted.
I always wondered "how did the average human live back then? How must it have felt?"
I feel like every day I get closer to knowing the answer I never wanted.
Me 🧔🏻: yea you can sell wood for coins
Cat 🐈: a man who doesn't value his wood?
🧔🏻: yea well. 4 actually. 3 prosthetic 1 home grown
🐈: home growing honey
🧔🏻: well I can't call it a *c**t* anymore can I?
🐈: Youre non-binary and have a d1ck. Call it a Nick?
🧔🏻: why do I unironically love that though
Cat 🐈: a man who doesn't value his wood?
🧔🏻: yea well. 4 actually. 3 prosthetic 1 home grown
🐈: home growing honey
🧔🏻: well I can't call it a *c**t* anymore can I?
🐈: Youre non-binary and have a d1ck. Call it a Nick?
🧔🏻: why do I unironically love that though
March 20, 2025 at 12:14 AM
Me 🧔🏻: yea you can sell wood for coins
Cat 🐈: a man who doesn't value his wood?
🧔🏻: yea well. 4 actually. 3 prosthetic 1 home grown
🐈: home growing honey
🧔🏻: well I can't call it a *c**t* anymore can I?
🐈: Youre non-binary and have a d1ck. Call it a Nick?
🧔🏻: why do I unironically love that though
Cat 🐈: a man who doesn't value his wood?
🧔🏻: yea well. 4 actually. 3 prosthetic 1 home grown
🐈: home growing honey
🧔🏻: well I can't call it a *c**t* anymore can I?
🐈: Youre non-binary and have a d1ck. Call it a Nick?
🧔🏻: why do I unironically love that though
I can feed myself again!
What little victory can you take pride in this week?
#recovery #surgeryrecovery #physicaltherapy #rangeofmotion #PT #Spoonie #1monthpostop #littlevictories #ChronicIllness #wheelchairlife #Cyborg #BrokenBone #ortho
What little victory can you take pride in this week?
#recovery #surgeryrecovery #physicaltherapy #rangeofmotion #PT #Spoonie #1monthpostop #littlevictories #ChronicIllness #wheelchairlife #Cyborg #BrokenBone #ortho
March 20, 2025 at 12:10 AM
I can feed myself again!
What little victory can you take pride in this week?
#recovery #surgeryrecovery #physicaltherapy #rangeofmotion #PT #Spoonie #1monthpostop #littlevictories #ChronicIllness #wheelchairlife #Cyborg #BrokenBone #ortho
What little victory can you take pride in this week?
#recovery #surgeryrecovery #physicaltherapy #rangeofmotion #PT #Spoonie #1monthpostop #littlevictories #ChronicIllness #wheelchairlife #Cyborg #BrokenBone #ortho
March 20, 2025 at 12:10 AM
Do some of my ROM with me!What’s the hardest part of recovery for you—pain, stiffness, or patience?
#RecoveryJourney #PostOpRecovery #RangeOfMotion #PhysicalTherapy #HandMovement #SmallVictories #RecoveryMilestones
#RecoveryJourney #PostOpRecovery #RangeOfMotion #PhysicalTherapy #HandMovement #SmallVictories #RecoveryMilestones
March 16, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Do some of my ROM with me!What’s the hardest part of recovery for you—pain, stiffness, or patience?
#RecoveryJourney #PostOpRecovery #RangeOfMotion #PhysicalTherapy #HandMovement #SmallVictories #RecoveryMilestones
#RecoveryJourney #PostOpRecovery #RangeOfMotion #PhysicalTherapy #HandMovement #SmallVictories #RecoveryMilestones
:crash bang:
An intruder? No of course not. Thunder? Nope.
Buddy tossing a tennis ball around the house to play with himself because of course he knows how to throw his own toys?
Yup.
An intruder? No of course not. Thunder? Nope.
Buddy tossing a tennis ball around the house to play with himself because of course he knows how to throw his own toys?
Yup.
March 16, 2025 at 9:26 PM
:crash bang:
An intruder? No of course not. Thunder? Nope.
Buddy tossing a tennis ball around the house to play with himself because of course he knows how to throw his own toys?
Yup.
An intruder? No of course not. Thunder? Nope.
Buddy tossing a tennis ball around the house to play with himself because of course he knows how to throw his own toys?
Yup.
Picking up my HRT today feels bizarre. It's just my monthly testosterone refill. I had to show ID this month for the first time since starting T in Sept of '23. I feel lucky to be able to get it still. I feel guilty I get it when so many friends are losing it or struggling. It feels dystopian #GAC
March 13, 2025 at 6:13 AM
Picking up my HRT today feels bizarre. It's just my monthly testosterone refill. I had to show ID this month for the first time since starting T in Sept of '23. I feel lucky to be able to get it still. I feel guilty I get it when so many friends are losing it or struggling. It feels dystopian #GAC
Arm update March 3rd
Staples are finally out
Full arm cast and more durable sling
Back in 2 weeks
I'm mentally exhausted.
Am I awake yet?
#mutualaid
Staples are finally out
Full arm cast and more durable sling
Back in 2 weeks
I'm mentally exhausted.
Am I awake yet?
#mutualaid
March 4, 2025 at 9:10 AM
Arm update March 3rd
Staples are finally out
Full arm cast and more durable sling
Back in 2 weeks
I'm mentally exhausted.
Am I awake yet?
#mutualaid
Staples are finally out
Full arm cast and more durable sling
Back in 2 weeks
I'm mentally exhausted.
Am I awake yet?
#mutualaid
Well. Phuq. 🤬
ETA: All 4 adults are included here so it actually isn't a bad price. Just. Phuq
ETA: All 4 adults are included here so it actually isn't a bad price. Just. Phuq
March 3, 2025 at 12:33 AM
Well. Phuq. 🤬
ETA: All 4 adults are included here so it actually isn't a bad price. Just. Phuq
ETA: All 4 adults are included here so it actually isn't a bad price. Just. Phuq
Mutual Aid
Hurricane Helene Update
March 1st 2025
🔶January 10th
🔸I talked to a TSA agent through FEMA. Denied an extension.
🔶 January 14th
🔸FEMA stops TSA
🔶 January 15th
🔸OBOTG reaches out to me promising help and huge things. We cry and trust them.
🧵[1/?]
#mutualaid
Hurricane Helene Update
March 1st 2025
🔶January 10th
🔸I talked to a TSA agent through FEMA. Denied an extension.
🔶 January 14th
🔸FEMA stops TSA
🔶 January 15th
🔸OBOTG reaches out to me promising help and huge things. We cry and trust them.
🧵[1/?]
#mutualaid
March 2, 2025 at 1:28 PM
Mutual Aid
Hurricane Helene Update
March 1st 2025
🔶January 10th
🔸I talked to a TSA agent through FEMA. Denied an extension.
🔶 January 14th
🔸FEMA stops TSA
🔶 January 15th
🔸OBOTG reaches out to me promising help and huge things. We cry and trust them.
🧵[1/?]
#mutualaid
Hurricane Helene Update
March 1st 2025
🔶January 10th
🔸I talked to a TSA agent through FEMA. Denied an extension.
🔶 January 14th
🔸FEMA stops TSA
🔶 January 15th
🔸OBOTG reaches out to me promising help and huge things. We cry and trust them.
🧵[1/?]
#mutualaid
Reposted by ChaoticWyn
After playing a fictional member of the Resistance a long time ago, I never could have imagined it ever happening in real life, but here we are.
Mark Hamill posting rebellious content in a battle against a dictator and his robotic sidekick is the most Star Wars shit ever.
February 24, 2025 at 9:04 PM
After playing a fictional member of the Resistance a long time ago, I never could have imagined it ever happening in real life, but here we are.
Ortho Appointment 2 24 2025
Injury Date 2 16 2025
♦️1 week return for staples removal
♦️2 incisions
♦️No cast til Staples out
♦️Blood blister. Drained in office before resplinting
♦️Hand is fine. Cleared and given green light to use fingers more
♦️Re splinted and slinged
♦️X-rays and incisions look great
Injury Date 2 16 2025
♦️1 week return for staples removal
♦️2 incisions
♦️No cast til Staples out
♦️Blood blister. Drained in office before resplinting
♦️Hand is fine. Cleared and given green light to use fingers more
♦️Re splinted and slinged
♦️X-rays and incisions look great
February 25, 2025 at 6:53 AM
Ortho Appointment 2 24 2025
Injury Date 2 16 2025
♦️1 week return for staples removal
♦️2 incisions
♦️No cast til Staples out
♦️Blood blister. Drained in office before resplinting
♦️Hand is fine. Cleared and given green light to use fingers more
♦️Re splinted and slinged
♦️X-rays and incisions look great
Injury Date 2 16 2025
♦️1 week return for staples removal
♦️2 incisions
♦️No cast til Staples out
♦️Blood blister. Drained in office before resplinting
♦️Hand is fine. Cleared and given green light to use fingers more
♦️Re splinted and slinged
♦️X-rays and incisions look great
Cat ALWAYS helps me with my HRT shot. I can't do it without her.
And With my broken arm I couldn't do my shot last night.
Instead of simply helping, Cat bravely did it for me. I'm so freaking appriciative. I love her so much.
#relationship #t4t #bi #trans #lgbtqiaplus #hrt
And With my broken arm I couldn't do my shot last night.
Instead of simply helping, Cat bravely did it for me. I'm so freaking appriciative. I love her so much.
#relationship #t4t #bi #trans #lgbtqiaplus #hrt
February 20, 2025 at 11:51 PM
Cat ALWAYS helps me with my HRT shot. I can't do it without her.
And With my broken arm I couldn't do my shot last night.
Instead of simply helping, Cat bravely did it for me. I'm so freaking appriciative. I love her so much.
#relationship #t4t #bi #trans #lgbtqiaplus #hrt
And With my broken arm I couldn't do my shot last night.
Instead of simply helping, Cat bravely did it for me. I'm so freaking appriciative. I love her so much.
#relationship #t4t #bi #trans #lgbtqiaplus #hrt
Angry rant for the aether.
*Arm is healing.
*My autism hates the feeling of the metal plates
*Pain meds have me feeling cooky AF
*Laying down hurts.
*I can't cuddle my partner without pain
*I can't pet my dog
*I can't dress or undress myself
*Sleeping is a joke
*Arm is healing.
*My autism hates the feeling of the metal plates
*Pain meds have me feeling cooky AF
*Laying down hurts.
*I can't cuddle my partner without pain
*I can't pet my dog
*I can't dress or undress myself
*Sleeping is a joke
February 19, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Angry rant for the aether.
*Arm is healing.
*My autism hates the feeling of the metal plates
*Pain meds have me feeling cooky AF
*Laying down hurts.
*I can't cuddle my partner without pain
*I can't pet my dog
*I can't dress or undress myself
*Sleeping is a joke
*Arm is healing.
*My autism hates the feeling of the metal plates
*Pain meds have me feeling cooky AF
*Laying down hurts.
*I can't cuddle my partner without pain
*I can't pet my dog
*I can't dress or undress myself
*Sleeping is a joke
February 19, 2025 at 9:26 AM
Pre op nurse:
"Any loose clothing objects like a bra before we do a gown?"
Me:
*Turns pale and squeaks* "there's a prosthetic pen15 in my boxers cuz trans." *hides my face*
Nurse:
*Blinks. Processes*. "Is it...secure?"
Me:
"Yes" *sheepishly*
Nurse:
"Should be okay" *aggressively takes notes*
"Any loose clothing objects like a bra before we do a gown?"
Me:
*Turns pale and squeaks* "there's a prosthetic pen15 in my boxers cuz trans." *hides my face*
Nurse:
*Blinks. Processes*. "Is it...secure?"
Me:
"Yes" *sheepishly*
Nurse:
"Should be okay" *aggressively takes notes*
February 17, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Pre op nurse:
"Any loose clothing objects like a bra before we do a gown?"
Me:
*Turns pale and squeaks* "there's a prosthetic pen15 in my boxers cuz trans." *hides my face*
Nurse:
*Blinks. Processes*. "Is it...secure?"
Me:
"Yes" *sheepishly*
Nurse:
"Should be okay" *aggressively takes notes*
"Any loose clothing objects like a bra before we do a gown?"
Me:
*Turns pale and squeaks* "there's a prosthetic pen15 in my boxers cuz trans." *hides my face*
Nurse:
*Blinks. Processes*. "Is it...secure?"
Me:
"Yes" *sheepishly*
Nurse:
"Should be okay" *aggressively takes notes*
Yeah so. Here's my x-rays. Pre and post surgery. #chronicillness
February 17, 2025 at 7:42 AM
Yeah so. Here's my x-rays. Pre and post surgery. #chronicillness
February 6, 2025 at 10:33 PM