The answer is yes holy shit

😭

Anyway, I was thinking of this because I'm going through my closet. I gained a lot of weight this past year, and I expect to lose some of it in the next year or so. Anything I can *reasonably* see myself fitting into by then is going in storage. Anything I can't is getting donated.

I was holding myself to a body standard that is possible for some people, but is impossible for me without doing severe damage to myself. I refused to accept the impossibility of it. Surely I can do everything able people can do...internalized ableism was harder to unpack than the ED.

I also have two larps in the next month and a lot of prep to do for both. Jeez.

Frightened Rabbit and We Were Promised Jetpacks. Do Not Separate Them (meme reference). If you want to go deeper, and Owl John in there too.