chaosdy.bsky.social
@chaosdy.bsky.social
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USMC Veteran / Twitch Streamer
I have a service dog! The goodest boi, Michael

Current ADHD on repeat song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQFEcBIf8z0
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The goodest boi, my polar bear, Mikey
the food coma is real
November 28, 2025 at 1:13 AM
a part of me knows, while the other just wants to be wrong.. i hate how my mind works. i hate how I cant be like a normal person when it comes to all this mental health bullshit that im constantly just beating myself to death with.
November 23, 2025 at 10:38 PM
they're in the middle of some *heavy* RP outside the Blood of the Vine Inn
November 16, 2025 at 2:48 AM
think he knows im off today. been very nonstop giving me that attentive look
November 15, 2025 at 10:52 PM
trying to get out of my head before tonights dnd session.. been in a bit of a slump of all day. cleaned (vacuumed/mopped), cause i need to get back to mopping and such regularly, but that proved only a temporary distraction. Hopefully tonight with friends, and tomorrow with family helps some..
November 15, 2025 at 10:51 PM
gotta love being stuck in your head and feeling like you just must not deserve happiness..
November 10, 2025 at 4:45 AM
the constant urge to hold your hand or kiss you, even on the forehead or cheek..
November 5, 2025 at 7:09 PM
head feels like theres an axe in it, its hard to breathe, and my throat feels like it is on fire.. yaaaaaaay -_-
October 27, 2025 at 10:00 PM
fucking hate this feeling.. and it always comes suddenly and out of nowhere. checking out for the night. Hopefully be out of my head tomorrow.
October 27, 2025 at 12:18 AM
when you want to be able to help but cant..
October 21, 2025 at 1:52 AM
glad im currently out and about for a bit today.. random ass midday depression episode really just fucking blind sided me. should at least be distracted from my own brain for a little bit
October 1, 2025 at 6:46 PM
why do i do this to myself
September 27, 2025 at 8:57 PM
aaaand in in my head again.
September 25, 2025 at 12:35 AM
Reposted
Don't worry, she'll be fine...! 😅

In case you missed it, we got to show off the unique Mori to come with The Oni's Murderous Grizzly Outfit and how visceral it can be, while Yui got to sport the Kaoru's Triumph Outfit!

Want to hear more about this collection?
👉 www.twitch.tv/videos/25737...
September 24, 2025 at 9:00 PM
Your smile and your laugh keep all the negative feelings at bay, and always brighten my day. I adore you so much more than words can convey. I will always want to be a part of your life and have you in mine. I just hope we can keep building more memories, and even a life together, if you'll have me.
September 24, 2025 at 9:36 PM
...good ol depression, making me stuck in my head again
September 24, 2025 at 4:38 AM
see.. its the simple moments like that that just keep me so damn in love with you
September 23, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Reposted
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September 19, 2025 at 4:01 PM
gotta love my migraines.. tried to nip it in the bud earlier today by napping after taking my meds (usually helps in combination), but it would seem like i am doomed to feel like an axe is in my skull tonight. both my neck and my eye are on fire and my brain hurts.
September 17, 2025 at 12:49 AM
ive been up nearly 4 hours now... gotta love just being stuck in your own head... just another one if those nights i guess
September 14, 2025 at 6:56 AM