Then she just rolled her eyes & said whatever. Literally what did I do wrong?? EVERY YEAR I do thanksg1v1ng w my gma & xmas w my mom or sometimes we switch (haven’t in the past couple yrs). This was the ONLY yr where I was really wanting to stay home by myself & she said no. am I trippin or what🙃

I gave her something to pass onto my tia that ik she’ll see tomorrow & then my mom was like wdym, you’ll see her tmr. So I was like YOU said I had to go to one or the other & I chose my gma’s so I could do xmas w my mom’s fam. She was all “I said we were gonna do dinner” like? you did NOT say that

I just hate throwing up without choice lol I can cope (?) better ab it if I’m drunk or just wanting to get something out but man I hate doing it when I didn’t plan to😭😭😭

it feels like the kinda throw up when you’re actually sick & not the kind when you manually do it or if you’re drunk omg my muscles feel weird man don’t tell me I’m gonna be shaking n throwing up on the toilet soon uggghhh I hate that kind of vomit😭😭

I’ve probably complained about this before, but just know that every morning I wake up mad asf about it, and if I wake up during the night over it then the day is just bad 🙂

mind you, I live in tx, so it’s not like I need all 4, I think it’s just a compression/w31ght thing for me. when it gets cold (like 65°f outside, ngl) then I bust out another 2 blankets LOL

I have all this inspo of what I WANT to wear, but imagining it on my b0dy feels so wrong🥲 I tried on a skirt once and I wanted to v0m1t bc my body looked so disgusting in it. PLEASE RELEASE ME FROM THESE SHACKLES 😭😭