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things that remind me i'm human 🌾
for/by ochablooms.bsky.social
for/by ochablooms.bsky.social
and so, here and then, i realized that i didn't want to wait to feel like myself again.
January 30, 2025 at 8:28 AM
and so, here and then, i realized that i didn't want to wait to feel like myself again.
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take me back to that city where nobody knew me, where i could pretend and pretend and be so achingly close to being myself.
November 26, 2024 at 8:58 AM
take me back to that city where nobody knew me, where i could pretend and pretend and be so achingly close to being myself.
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remember, remember, this is now, and now, and now. live it, feel it, cling to it. i want to become acutely aware of all I’ve taken for granted.
October 19, 2024 at 6:55 PM
remember, remember, this is now, and now, and now. live it, feel it, cling to it. i want to become acutely aware of all I’ve taken for granted.
what is mercy? what is kindness? what is this but blood on our hands?
December 1, 2024 at 12:54 PM
what is mercy? what is kindness? what is this but blood on our hands?
if only that night filled with chuckles and little screens inside and raging storms outside lasted forever.
November 26, 2024 at 6:13 PM
if only that night filled with chuckles and little screens inside and raging storms outside lasted forever.
take me back to that city where nobody knew me, where i could pretend and pretend and be so achingly close to being myself.
November 26, 2024 at 8:58 AM
take me back to that city where nobody knew me, where i could pretend and pretend and be so achingly close to being myself.
won't you stay with me, my darling? / when this house don't feel like home
- the crane wives, "curses"
- the crane wives, "curses"
November 23, 2024 at 2:38 PM
won't you stay with me, my darling? / when this house don't feel like home
- the crane wives, "curses"
- the crane wives, "curses"
darling, my darling. you love like a god, and yet you desire like a human.
November 22, 2024 at 2:34 PM
darling, my darling. you love like a god, and yet you desire like a human.
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you never get to stop. no matter how tired you are, how confused. you've just got to keep living... and you've got to have faith that, eventually, you'll be glad you did.
October 19, 2024 at 9:38 AM
you never get to stop. no matter how tired you are, how confused. you've just got to keep living... and you've got to have faith that, eventually, you'll be glad you did.
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i want to change my bones to match the silhouette of me in your head.
October 19, 2024 at 8:24 AM
i want to change my bones to match the silhouette of me in your head.
you're a poem left unwritten, a scab left to infect, fungi grown beneath the weeds. you're stuck to my soul, in one way or another.
November 6, 2024 at 4:15 PM
you're a poem left unwritten, a scab left to infect, fungi grown beneath the weeds. you're stuck to my soul, in one way or another.
i am fire / burn those who dare to care for me
- mili, "iron lotus"
- mili, "iron lotus"
November 5, 2024 at 5:33 PM
i am fire / burn those who dare to care for me
- mili, "iron lotus"
- mili, "iron lotus"
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i’ve thought for a long time that / gods might reside in your fingertips
- yorushika, "parade"
- yorushika, "parade"
October 21, 2024 at 11:34 AM
i’ve thought for a long time that / gods might reside in your fingertips
- yorushika, "parade"
- yorushika, "parade"
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i get mean when i'm nervous like a bad dog
- mitski, "cop car"
- mitski, "cop car"
October 21, 2024 at 1:09 AM
i get mean when i'm nervous like a bad dog
- mitski, "cop car"
- mitski, "cop car"
you never left me when you died. you're still here, with that scarf you gave me when i was sick. you're still here, with my shoulders wet with my mother's tears. i'll be here, waiting for you to come pick me up from school again.
November 1, 2024 at 2:45 PM
you never left me when you died. you're still here, with that scarf you gave me when i was sick. you're still here, with my shoulders wet with my mother's tears. i'll be here, waiting for you to come pick me up from school again.
i wish you, most sincerely, a love that you will live for.
October 31, 2024 at 2:36 PM
i wish you, most sincerely, a love that you will live for.
hold me, tender like a mother. tender like a wound.
October 31, 2024 at 10:54 AM
hold me, tender like a mother. tender like a wound.
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there’s some things you hold close / and things that you keep sacred / you cannot be both
- madds buckley, "paper and ink"
- madds buckley, "paper and ink"
October 21, 2024 at 4:07 PM
there’s some things you hold close / and things that you keep sacred / you cannot be both
- madds buckley, "paper and ink"
- madds buckley, "paper and ink"
i am afraid of a lot of things, but mostly, most sincerely, i am afraid of being completely unraveled by you, and you finding nothing you want in here.
- l.m. dorsey, "she is made of chalk"
- l.m. dorsey, "she is made of chalk"
October 30, 2024 at 2:12 AM
i am afraid of a lot of things, but mostly, most sincerely, i am afraid of being completely unraveled by you, and you finding nothing you want in here.
- l.m. dorsey, "she is made of chalk"
- l.m. dorsey, "she is made of chalk"
mom, am i still young? can i dream for a few months more?
- mitski, class of 2013
- mitski, class of 2013
October 30, 2024 at 1:57 AM
mom, am i still young? can i dream for a few months more?
- mitski, class of 2013
- mitski, class of 2013
i love you. i'm glad i exist.
- wendy cope, "the orange"
- wendy cope, "the orange"
October 28, 2024 at 2:56 PM
i love you. i'm glad i exist.
- wendy cope, "the orange"
- wendy cope, "the orange"
is to be in love with blue, then, to be in love with a disturbance? or is love itself the disturbance? and what kind of madness is it anyway, to be in love with something constitutionally incapable of loving you back?
- maggie nelson, "bluets"
- maggie nelson, "bluets"
October 28, 2024 at 1:02 PM
is to be in love with blue, then, to be in love with a disturbance? or is love itself the disturbance? and what kind of madness is it anyway, to be in love with something constitutionally incapable of loving you back?
- maggie nelson, "bluets"
- maggie nelson, "bluets"
my love for you drips heavy, like the blood from a butcher's knife.
October 28, 2024 at 11:07 AM
my love for you drips heavy, like the blood from a butcher's knife.
do you ever think of me like i think of you? does the rain above ever think of the churning lava beneath the soil?
October 27, 2024 at 6:18 PM
do you ever think of me like i think of you? does the rain above ever think of the churning lava beneath the soil?
i get it. this won't stop until I die. but when i die, i want it to hurt. [...] because that means it meant something. it means i am something, at least... pretty amazing to be something, at least...
- mae borowski, night in the woods
- mae borowski, night in the woods
October 26, 2024 at 8:24 AM
i get it. this won't stop until I die. but when i die, i want it to hurt. [...] because that means it meant something. it means i am something, at least... pretty amazing to be something, at least...
- mae borowski, night in the woods
- mae borowski, night in the woods