beautifully tragic story, and I absolutely loved it, but was it bm? not really

well well well it seems I’ve been discovered

no no trust I have no nefarious plans

my desert, my arrakis. my dune

if you go into town you’ll probably see some spice zombies fighting at the bus depot so maybe

I know they’re easy enough to deal with in frontlines if you’re paying attention but when you get teamed by multiple it’s just the worst

feel stupidly weak and I’m here and not all at once, operating on autopilot

I’ll have these little spells of clarity and then it goes again. maybe I’m pushing myself too hard to be normal too fast idk

my uncles went to her old house every week trying to find out where she was and he wouldn’t tell them and it devastates me to think of them having no closure and her dying alone like that with no-one but her bastard of a son keeping her locked away

her husband died a few years back and her son, who also abused me for a time, then spirited her out of the house to a new one and refused to allow any of her brothers to know where she was

real oap abuse and I don’t even feel relieved I just feel sad for her and sorry for my grandparents and uncles