Cex 📖
@cesssss.bsky.social
*hibernating
*here to overshare without an audience
*here to overshare without an audience
bought my dream running shoes & a new journal for 2026. I started using retinol in my nighttime routine. I’m meeting friends for coffee on weekends. I’m dating the most gentle person on the planet. I love this little life update. It’s been a tough year but we’re coming out softer! :)
December 19, 2025 at 3:56 PM
bought my dream running shoes & a new journal for 2026. I started using retinol in my nighttime routine. I’m meeting friends for coffee on weekends. I’m dating the most gentle person on the planet. I love this little life update. It’s been a tough year but we’re coming out softer! :)
Hi. I’m losing my spark again.
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November 24, 2025 at 9:44 AM
Hi. I’m losing my spark again.
Fuck cuddling after sex have you ever brushed your teeth side by side on the sink naked? 🥹
September 22, 2025 at 10:36 PM
Fuck cuddling after sex have you ever brushed your teeth side by side on the sink naked? 🥹
Recently experienced failure but instead of breaking down & going all depressed over it I don’t feel anything at all? I’m like “meh” & moved on w/ my life? Or maybe it hasn’t sinked in yet? Or maybe I’m basking in my lover girl era & nothing can faze me? Hehe
September 11, 2025 at 9:52 AM
Recently experienced failure but instead of breaking down & going all depressed over it I don’t feel anything at all? I’m like “meh” & moved on w/ my life? Or maybe it hasn’t sinked in yet? Or maybe I’m basking in my lover girl era & nothing can faze me? Hehe
we’re currently at “here’s a museum statue that reminds me of you” phase 🥹
September 1, 2025 at 2:21 AM
we’re currently at “here’s a museum statue that reminds me of you” phase 🥹
for the first time ever I finished 1 hr of strength training & I wasn’t even that tired after? Like I could still go out and run a 5k. I’m getting stronger 🥹
June 22, 2025 at 9:15 AM
for the first time ever I finished 1 hr of strength training & I wasn’t even that tired after? Like I could still go out and run a 5k. I’m getting stronger 🥹
I’m down 11 pounds but my body still looks and feels the same. I’m extra motivated, though :)
May 28, 2025 at 3:43 AM
I’m down 11 pounds but my body still looks and feels the same. I’m extra motivated, though :)
I fantasize so much about living in a house by the sea. I’ll spend my day lounging & reading & cooking my own meals. In this fantasy I do not have an 8-5 office job, of course. I am sufficient, safe, & mentally ok. I water flowers.
May 9, 2025 at 4:12 PM
I fantasize so much about living in a house by the sea. I’ll spend my day lounging & reading & cooking my own meals. In this fantasy I do not have an 8-5 office job, of course. I am sufficient, safe, & mentally ok. I water flowers.
A week ago I struggled finishing a 30min dumbbell workout. Today I walked-jogged for an hour & then went home & did my 30min dumbbell workout. I feel stronger. 🥹
May 2, 2025 at 10:47 AM
A week ago I struggled finishing a 30min dumbbell workout. Today I walked-jogged for an hour & then went home & did my 30min dumbbell workout. I feel stronger. 🥹
I’m breaking out on my chin & forehead. I think I’ve missed my period by a week now. I have no appetite. I tried to exercise for some energy & to improve my mood. I am so stressed by everything. I’m glad I have 4 days off from work where I can just rot in bed & maybe recover a little. :/
May 1, 2025 at 12:04 PM
I’m breaking out on my chin & forehead. I think I’ve missed my period by a week now. I have no appetite. I tried to exercise for some energy & to improve my mood. I am so stressed by everything. I’m glad I have 4 days off from work where I can just rot in bed & maybe recover a little. :/
probably needed a hug. bought candles and a chocolate bar. :/
April 30, 2025 at 1:16 PM
probably needed a hug. bought candles and a chocolate bar. :/
workout: 20 mins
been lying on the floor for an hour after. might never get up again
been lying on the floor for an hour after. might never get up again
April 27, 2025 at 9:52 AM
workout: 20 mins
been lying on the floor for an hour after. might never get up again
been lying on the floor for an hour after. might never get up again
My new dumbbells got delivered at work this week while I was out so everyone found out I got them & been teasing me about it when I got back. Now every time I am eating something someone would point out how my dumbbell exercises are useless as if the ony reason people exercise is to slim down. 🤷🏻♀️
April 25, 2025 at 10:31 PM
My new dumbbells got delivered at work this week while I was out so everyone found out I got them & been teasing me about it when I got back. Now every time I am eating something someone would point out how my dumbbell exercises are useless as if the ony reason people exercise is to slim down. 🤷🏻♀️
This is me awake before 5am because I want to get some reading done before I go to my seminar this morning. I love this little life sometimes. <3
April 23, 2025 at 10:04 PM
This is me awake before 5am because I want to get some reading done before I go to my seminar this morning. I love this little life sometimes. <3
I have a feeling you’d sleep with me if I attempt a move but is it worth it??? Given our situation? no. But I really really want to! LOL
April 20, 2025 at 8:52 AM
I have a feeling you’d sleep with me if I attempt a move but is it worth it??? Given our situation? no. But I really really want to! LOL
Hello. Overestimating my importance in people’s lives again like I never learn 🙃
April 15, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Hello. Overestimating my importance in people’s lives again like I never learn 🙃
Tried to ask for help at work and people just laughed at me & instead of having a mini breakdown about it I window-shopped and had frozen yogurt.
April 10, 2025 at 12:30 PM
Tried to ask for help at work and people just laughed at me & instead of having a mini breakdown about it I window-shopped and had frozen yogurt.
You have to stop coming into my dreams to catch up and sometimes kiss. arrrgghhh alexa play multo by cup of joe 🥹
April 8, 2025 at 12:28 PM
You have to stop coming into my dreams to catch up and sometimes kiss. arrrgghhh alexa play multo by cup of joe 🥹
I do not like you but I am happy you’re getting promoted because that means you’re transferring to another office and I don’t have to deal with your shit anymore. I really am healing this year LOL
April 5, 2025 at 4:49 PM
I do not like you but I am happy you’re getting promoted because that means you’re transferring to another office and I don’t have to deal with your shit anymore. I really am healing this year LOL
Idk why I used to find it corny (a defense mechanism probably bcos the truth is I was afraid of being judged or whatever) pouring your heart out to people. Today I realized it feels good & totally freeing to be this open & tender & vulnerable to friends who have no other agenda but to listen.
April 5, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Idk why I used to find it corny (a defense mechanism probably bcos the truth is I was afraid of being judged or whatever) pouring your heart out to people. Today I realized it feels good & totally freeing to be this open & tender & vulnerable to friends who have no other agenda but to listen.
I have my own problems. I don’t want to worry about my sister having financial struggles because she has 3 kids. It just triggers me. I start stressing about my own financial situation because I feel like I should help her more even though I know it’s not my responsibility. Fuck 😣
March 30, 2025 at 12:18 PM
I have my own problems. I don’t want to worry about my sister having financial struggles because she has 3 kids. It just triggers me. I start stressing about my own financial situation because I feel like I should help her more even though I know it’s not my responsibility. Fuck 😣
The audacity to come to my work space & ruin my day? I don’t understand why you have to prove that my body is bigger than yours & then proceed to judge my ms word skills??? Like girl???? Do you have self-esteem issues and that’s why you’re trying to bring down mine??? Lol
March 26, 2025 at 7:03 AM
The audacity to come to my work space & ruin my day? I don’t understand why you have to prove that my body is bigger than yours & then proceed to judge my ms word skills??? Like girl???? Do you have self-esteem issues and that’s why you’re trying to bring down mine??? Lol
My work friends and I usually carpool on the way home but today I decided to walk because I was on the verge of a breakdown & I don’t want anyone seeing that. I have to cry right away because I felt like I’ve been drowning all day. So that’s what I did. I cried on the walk home. 🙃
March 25, 2025 at 12:30 PM
My work friends and I usually carpool on the way home but today I decided to walk because I was on the verge of a breakdown & I don’t want anyone seeing that. I have to cry right away because I felt like I’ve been drowning all day. So that’s what I did. I cried on the walk home. 🙃
I need a hug and a matcha. This day was rough :(
March 25, 2025 at 12:25 PM
I need a hug and a matcha. This day was rough :(
Had a panic attack at work today while sitting quietly at my desk. One minute I was busy working on my spreadsheets. and then suddenly I was crying out of nowhere 😣
March 24, 2025 at 11:24 AM
Had a panic attack at work today while sitting quietly at my desk. One minute I was busy working on my spreadsheets. and then suddenly I was crying out of nowhere 😣