You, you get it.

In my defense I had a concert the night before and @bookmarkedone.bsky.social kept is up half the night with writing projects

so really it should be impressive I could speak in any coherent manner and remember to walk forwards instead of backwards.

seriously what is the proper reaction to having a trombonist playing music down the sidewalk behind you

EEEE! :)

I have an overdeveloped sense of perfection both innate and foisted upon me by the excessively competitive nature of my industry

is that chocolate?

so you get love in return, but what price do you pay? What do you lose? Your bad habits, your insecurities, your hobbies, your interests, your immortal soul?