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Cecil
@ceey-cil.bsky.social
Software eng in the making. Tech enthusiast Nazarene university. Freelancer. Mercedes lover⚙️⚙️
It’s a quiet kind of battle—one where you're both the fighter and the wound. But if there’s anything I’ve learned, it’s this: even when your mind is screaming to give up, the fact that you’re still here, still trying, still breathing—that counts for something. And maybe, for now, that’s enough.✍️
May 5, 2025 at 5:41 AM
But then, almost without warning, the weight comes crashing back. You’re tired. Mentally, emotionally, physically. You start questioning your strength, your progress, even your worth. That same hope that felt so close now feels like a distant illusion…..✍️
May 5, 2025 at 5:39 AM
That’s the cruelty of manipulation: it hides in charm, in credibility, in carefully calculated impressions.
It doesn’t just protect them — it isolates you.
May 3, 2025 at 8:19 PM
But it’s not kindness. It’s strategy.
They curate a reputation so pristine, so untouchable, that if you ever try to speak up about what they’ve done to you —
you’ll look like the bitter, unstable one.
May 3, 2025 at 8:18 PM
to validate pain without making it about themselves, to sit with someone’s darkness without needing to fix it or flee. And once you see it, you can’t unsee it. It makes the world feel lonelier than you ever expected.
May 2, 2025 at 4:25 PM
This system doesn’t value labor—it feeds on it, drains it, and discards those who are left struggling to survive.
April 22, 2025 at 8:14 PM
….In the middle of her own disappointment, she knew better. She knew she made some bad decisions.
She knew she took a risk. She knew he wasn't the one. That's why she sleeps well at night. It's also why she's doing so well now. See, she learned.
April 22, 2025 at 8:08 PM
staring at nothing, feeling everything and nothing all at once.
It’s like your heart broke so quietly, even you didn’t hear it.
And in that moment, it doesn’t hurt

It just feels empty.
Like you’ve stopped existing, but your body forgot to leave.🥸
April 20, 2025 at 9:12 PM