The tutorial:

youtu.be/YjZnaEdPat4?...

Thanks!! I have to make a billion of them but I am really liking how they look.

*more hugs*

I totally get that. I hope you’re able to get the tools and support you need relatively quickly (fuck the healthcare system truly) and that things start looking up for you soon.

Sending you hugs, my friend. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with all this.

especially when i skip lunch because i think I am eating early 🙃

such a mood.

and then having to go into a class where I am learning the language!? not fun.

it's not done on purpose, I know. it's just a big trigger for my rsd and it happens almost every week so I get to deal with spiraling before class in addition to being hungry

I feel like a toddler asking "can we start eating at 5:30 on Mondays so I can actually enjoy my food and not inhale it" - and then feel worse after when it's ignored or forgotten, like my one request makes me a horrible person who doesn't deserve to be taken seriously.

I should be around most of the weekend this year. :)