Yesterday, which was the anniversary of my mom's death, my partner said that they needed space from me after kinda blowing up at me, despite the fact that we agreed we needed to call more. It's not great.

Today has been pretty terrible overall, I barely got any sleep last night since I spent most of yesterday in bed, so I've been super tired, plus I've been having relationship trouble that I thought would improve after I saw my partner in person but apparently not.