Coining the term “spirit checking”. It’s like body checking but for your spiritual body and related activity. The obsessive checking on your journey, your wellness, your connectedness to divinity which ironically makes it harder to ground into being a spiritual being. Likely an anxiety response-

Realization 2/2: You are not a hater. You are being taught to hate yourself through the vessel of judging people you don’t really know like that. Why bother? Who cares? Save that energy for making tea with that voice, discuss your grievances and revelations like a scientist running simulations

Realization 1/1: You have to put yourself in the energy you want to see in the world girl. You have to stop doing things you don’t want to see manifest. You must stop not aligning with your ideal self. She’s right there waiting for you to hang with her

I had a dream I said something so delightfully witty and kind on here but it was in the same draft post as some mini rant about m*tty h*aly. This feels like a symbol for something