god, if you can hear me

please make it stop

why should i do anything at all
why should i go to uni
why should i start my career

its pointless.

i am pointless.

id be forgotten anyways

im meaningless anyways

i would do anything to stop feeling this grief. i would do anything to make the hurt go away

but nothing will work

nothinh works

it all comes back so quick

im righr back where i was when they first left

everyone will follow their lead soon

why should i wait

i dont want to wait another five years to get over it. i cant do this another five years

i am not meant to live

someone who feels like this is not meant to live

i am a genuine abomination