yeah!!!!!! like i want some middle ground between "everything must be consistent and realistic" and "anything can be undone, nothing means anything"

just kinda thinking out loud idk

like idk, caring about things is universally seen as a moral failing which needs to be punished. whats the point. im not strong enough to overcome all of that every single time i need to do anything. how can i rest, how can i make art?

like its such antisocial trolling behavior but everyone pretends its not, and ive never understood why. this world is hell for having autism, i dont like anything anymore because everyone is a hater and i dont get it. i dont get any of it

im a hater of haters. Its so hard to cling to fucking anything rn, and y'all just want to ruin everything for everyone. fuck off and die.

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