so things didn't get worse, but they didn't get better either

but recently ive been thinking about it, and i realized if they were a trans man they probably could understand where im coming from here

so im thinking maybe i am actually bisexual

i wanted my first time post surgery to be with someone ive been with before, but that's a pretty small list of people

two don't live in the area, one was kinda just a one time thing, which realistically leaves one person

but she's really busy and has admitted to having a low libido right now too

but like god do i wish i had actual cleavage

i know the genetic lottery was stacked against me though

if that fucker is at the cabin again this year...

im not gonna do anything about it, but gosh that will slightly annoy me

im not sarcastic here, im being genuine

i know this is kinda different from most of my posts on this account