Captain's Crew
@captainscrew.bsky.social
Capt's side account!
Mostly sketches & occasional vents
Mostly sketches & occasional vents
Seeing people contemplate suicide breaks my heart so much 💔
I feel the need to talk with them, even just to take their mind off of it
I feel the need to talk with them, even just to take their mind off of it
August 17, 2025 at 1:25 PM
Seeing people contemplate suicide breaks my heart so much 💔
I feel the need to talk with them, even just to take their mind off of it
I feel the need to talk with them, even just to take their mind off of it
Got an anxiety attack that was SO bad that I had to vent my thoughts into a short blog post
I dont know if I want to post this on my website yet 🤔
I dont know if I want to post this on my website yet 🤔
July 21, 2025 at 12:16 AM
Got an anxiety attack that was SO bad that I had to vent my thoughts into a short blog post
I dont know if I want to post this on my website yet 🤔
I dont know if I want to post this on my website yet 🤔
You know what I hate about how I process feelings? I don't feel a certain way when I should be. Like I'm suppressing myself.
When somebody gushes about my artwork, I don't feel as happy as I should be.
When I see something that's tearjerking, I don't feel as sad as I should be.
When somebody gushes about my artwork, I don't feel as happy as I should be.
When I see something that's tearjerking, I don't feel as sad as I should be.
June 17, 2025 at 3:46 PM
You know what I hate about how I process feelings? I don't feel a certain way when I should be. Like I'm suppressing myself.
When somebody gushes about my artwork, I don't feel as happy as I should be.
When I see something that's tearjerking, I don't feel as sad as I should be.
When somebody gushes about my artwork, I don't feel as happy as I should be.
When I see something that's tearjerking, I don't feel as sad as I should be.
Today I learned that a French-Palestinean member of parliament is on board the Freedom Flotilla
All I'm saying is that if the boat is attacked, then it's likely gonna be a declaration of war
And if the USA gets involved in war, then I want NOTHING to do with it
www.aljazeera.com/news/2025/6/...
All I'm saying is that if the boat is attacked, then it's likely gonna be a declaration of war
And if the USA gets involved in war, then I want NOTHING to do with it
www.aljazeera.com/news/2025/6/...
Who’s on board the Madleen Gaza flotilla, and where has it reached so far?
The 12-person crew, including climate activist Greta Thunberg, is expected to reach Gaza on June 7.
www.aljazeera.com
June 6, 2025 at 1:29 PM
Today I learned that a French-Palestinean member of parliament is on board the Freedom Flotilla
All I'm saying is that if the boat is attacked, then it's likely gonna be a declaration of war
And if the USA gets involved in war, then I want NOTHING to do with it
www.aljazeera.com/news/2025/6/...
All I'm saying is that if the boat is attacked, then it's likely gonna be a declaration of war
And if the USA gets involved in war, then I want NOTHING to do with it
www.aljazeera.com/news/2025/6/...
starting to think that if I commission an artist and I make over a dozen suggestions for adjustments on the piece they're making for me, then maybe I shouldn't be commissioning them in the first place ⚰️
June 1, 2025 at 4:54 PM
starting to think that if I commission an artist and I make over a dozen suggestions for adjustments on the piece they're making for me, then maybe I shouldn't be commissioning them in the first place ⚰️
can't sleep, and my mind spiraled in so many directions that I once thought about how difficult it is for me to have a romantic relationship & felt sad because of it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
May 17, 2025 at 11:12 AM
can't sleep, and my mind spiraled in so many directions that I once thought about how difficult it is for me to have a romantic relationship & felt sad because of it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I've been having prolonged depression since yesterday, and apparently the cure is to write an essay about Jossi 💀💀💀
May 7, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I've been having prolonged depression since yesterday, and apparently the cure is to write an essay about Jossi 💀💀💀
Couldn't finish my breakfast this morning cuz I started thinking too hard about a person I ran into on a livestream chat yesterday
That same person was from a friend group that I was booted out from last year
I can't help but wonder if they don't want to have anything to do with me
That same person was from a friend group that I was booted out from last year
I can't help but wonder if they don't want to have anything to do with me
May 4, 2025 at 1:29 PM
Couldn't finish my breakfast this morning cuz I started thinking too hard about a person I ran into on a livestream chat yesterday
That same person was from a friend group that I was booted out from last year
I can't help but wonder if they don't want to have anything to do with me
That same person was from a friend group that I was booted out from last year
I can't help but wonder if they don't want to have anything to do with me
I have been thinking a lot about moving out to Chicago, but seeing how the US is crumbling over the past four months, I might as well go somewhere in Canada idk 😐
April 19, 2025 at 4:40 PM
I have been thinking a lot about moving out to Chicago, but seeing how the US is crumbling over the past four months, I might as well go somewhere in Canada idk 😐
Genuinely thinking of contingency plans in the event that I'm gonna be priced out of Nintendo games, to the point where I can only buy like two or three games per year
I'm going thru the stages of grief on this one 😭
I'm going thru the stages of grief on this one 😭
April 7, 2025 at 4:30 PM
Genuinely thinking of contingency plans in the event that I'm gonna be priced out of Nintendo games, to the point where I can only buy like two or three games per year
I'm going thru the stages of grief on this one 😭
I'm going thru the stages of grief on this one 😭
I'm about to write a hate filled short essay about Nintendo's outrageous pricing on Switch2 games 😡
April 3, 2025 at 3:12 PM
I'm about to write a hate filled short essay about Nintendo's outrageous pricing on Switch2 games 😡
ngl I have had such a rough experience with working on a game jam with a team that I want to remake my game project on my own
In their defense, everyone on my team is autistic, and autistic people are famously known for not communicating well, which is our biggest problem rn
In their defense, everyone on my team is autistic, and autistic people are famously known for not communicating well, which is our biggest problem rn
March 29, 2025 at 1:59 PM
ngl I have had such a rough experience with working on a game jam with a team that I want to remake my game project on my own
In their defense, everyone on my team is autistic, and autistic people are famously known for not communicating well, which is our biggest problem rn
In their defense, everyone on my team is autistic, and autistic people are famously known for not communicating well, which is our biggest problem rn
Mental illness got so strong that I ended my livestream one hour early :'(
March 28, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Mental illness got so strong that I ended my livestream one hour early :'(
I need more politicians to be more proactive & stop being cowards in the face of fascism cuz these continuing reports of people getting kidnapped by ICE agents & random plane crashes should never be happening!
March 26, 2025 at 9:36 PM
I need more politicians to be more proactive & stop being cowards in the face of fascism cuz these continuing reports of people getting kidnapped by ICE agents & random plane crashes should never be happening!
Wildfires never got close to my town, so I was fretting over nothing 😭
But at least it didn't get that bad! Now I have to shift my stress onto a different thing: a game jam 😅
But at least it didn't get that bad! Now I have to shift my stress onto a different thing: a game jam 😅
We're getting a red flag warning tomorrow...in TEXAS. Texas almost NEVER deals with wildfires and that should be terrifying 💀😰
March 16, 2025 at 5:07 AM
Wildfires never got close to my town, so I was fretting over nothing 😭
But at least it didn't get that bad! Now I have to shift my stress onto a different thing: a game jam 😅
But at least it didn't get that bad! Now I have to shift my stress onto a different thing: a game jam 😅
We're getting a red flag warning tomorrow...in TEXAS. Texas almost NEVER deals with wildfires and that should be terrifying 💀😰
March 13, 2025 at 8:22 PM
We're getting a red flag warning tomorrow...in TEXAS. Texas almost NEVER deals with wildfires and that should be terrifying 💀😰
My car is in the shop once more and I swear to god this better fucking work, cuz I'm wasting not just my time & gas to get my car's AC fixed, but I'm also wasting my sister's time & gas to give me rides
I feel bad for roping her into this :(
I feel bad for roping her into this :(
March 12, 2025 at 1:23 PM
My car is in the shop once more and I swear to god this better fucking work, cuz I'm wasting not just my time & gas to get my car's AC fixed, but I'm also wasting my sister's time & gas to give me rides
I feel bad for roping her into this :(
I feel bad for roping her into this :(
Sorry, I had a moment of weakness 😰😭
I still don't feel great, but I at least don't feel like I'm having a panic attack ❤️🩹
I still don't feel great, but I at least don't feel like I'm having a panic attack ❤️🩹
March 10, 2025 at 2:02 PM
Sorry, I had a moment of weakness 😰😭
I still don't feel great, but I at least don't feel like I'm having a panic attack ❤️🩹
I still don't feel great, but I at least don't feel like I'm having a panic attack ❤️🩹
The more I hear about random people getting detained as normal tourists, the more I want to move out of the country 😰😰😰😰
March 10, 2025 at 1:04 PM
The more I hear about random people getting detained as normal tourists, the more I want to move out of the country 😰😰😰😰
I hate it when my car needs repairs, because I don't like needing to drive everywhere and I don't like car-dependent infrastructure
I hate it here
I hate it here
March 5, 2025 at 1:34 AM
I hate it when my car needs repairs, because I don't like needing to drive everywhere and I don't like car-dependent infrastructure
I hate it here
I hate it here
I got my car back from another blower repair and IT EMITTING A NASTY SMELL?? It smelled like burning chemicals and that makes me nervous as hell 😰😰😰
March 5, 2025 at 1:29 AM
I got my car back from another blower repair and IT EMITTING A NASTY SMELL?? It smelled like burning chemicals and that makes me nervous as hell 😰😰😰
Morning redeemed, I spent my time on writing up an essay to take my mind off of things 👍
March 3, 2025 at 7:23 PM
Morning redeemed, I spent my time on writing up an essay to take my mind off of things 👍
Morning ruined, I saw a gross image online while I was eating my breakfast bar 🤢
March 3, 2025 at 2:34 PM
Morning ruined, I saw a gross image online while I was eating my breakfast bar 🤢
Man, haha
Maybe I should move out of the country instead of just moving out of town
Cuz the US is getting more fascist by the day 💀
Maybe I should move out of the country instead of just moving out of town
Cuz the US is getting more fascist by the day 💀
March 2, 2025 at 6:01 PM
Man, haha
Maybe I should move out of the country instead of just moving out of town
Cuz the US is getting more fascist by the day 💀
Maybe I should move out of the country instead of just moving out of town
Cuz the US is getting more fascist by the day 💀
oh my goddd
I hate living in a car-centric town
I had to take my car to the shop for a repair and I'm depending on my close family members for rides to and from work
this is so agonizing 💀😡
I hate living in a car-centric town
I had to take my car to the shop for a repair and I'm depending on my close family members for rides to and from work
this is so agonizing 💀😡
February 27, 2025 at 10:55 PM
oh my goddd
I hate living in a car-centric town
I had to take my car to the shop for a repair and I'm depending on my close family members for rides to and from work
this is so agonizing 💀😡
I hate living in a car-centric town
I had to take my car to the shop for a repair and I'm depending on my close family members for rides to and from work
this is so agonizing 💀😡