Going to sit down on Monday and start putting him together~ Can be my treat for getting through the next few days of 07:00-21:30~

Got everything firmly crossed at my end.

Just hoping that after struggling with pain since the age of 7 or 8 I can finally get some answers as I turn 34. Its been a long LONG time but maybe I'm finally getting somewhere.

I'm going to have a very quiet weekend and allow myself to process the discussion I had with the doctor earlier today.
I've never had a doctor apologise for it not being picked up on earlier like the GP did today.

I'm exhausted. I'm being re-referred to rheumatology for relevant investigations.
Like there's part relief to maybe finally have answers and possibly start treatment but then there's the other part that's anxious and nervous about it all.

Been advised that from repeated bloods they think it might be lupus. Infact bloods they did earlier in the year indicated this however for some reason had been labled as "satisfactory" or "abnormal but expected" when they should have been investigated further.

Also managed to pull Anaxa so it isn't all THAT bad today.

Idk how I'm meant to do this as ONE person....

Next week is 56 appointments and the following week is 74.

Honestly I feel like I'm going to start drowning before long.

Along with the appointments I have results, post, phone calls, filing etc etc.