Captain
@captainawesome82.bsky.social
A man too old to be living life the way that I do. I'm still having fun though!
Going to try using this more often.
Hi all.
Hi all.
March 27, 2025 at 5:04 PM
Going to try using this more often.
Hi all.
Hi all.
I am not okay.
I can not verbalize why I'm not okay.
I can barely understand the fact that I'm not okay.
If asked why I'm not okay, I don't have an answer.
I just know that I'm not okay.
I truly wish I knew and understood why I'm not okay.
Maybe one day.
Not today though.
Not yet at least.
I can not verbalize why I'm not okay.
I can barely understand the fact that I'm not okay.
If asked why I'm not okay, I don't have an answer.
I just know that I'm not okay.
I truly wish I knew and understood why I'm not okay.
Maybe one day.
Not today though.
Not yet at least.
December 5, 2024 at 11:04 PM
I am not okay.
I can not verbalize why I'm not okay.
I can barely understand the fact that I'm not okay.
If asked why I'm not okay, I don't have an answer.
I just know that I'm not okay.
I truly wish I knew and understood why I'm not okay.
Maybe one day.
Not today though.
Not yet at least.
I can not verbalize why I'm not okay.
I can barely understand the fact that I'm not okay.
If asked why I'm not okay, I don't have an answer.
I just know that I'm not okay.
I truly wish I knew and understood why I'm not okay.
Maybe one day.
Not today though.
Not yet at least.
Im making it through
December 5, 2024 at 3:52 PM
Im making it through
Why is it so difficult to get out of bed?
December 4, 2024 at 3:30 PM
Why is it so difficult to get out of bed?
Been off for a week. Back to work today. I can do this.
December 2, 2024 at 2:33 PM
Been off for a week. Back to work today. I can do this.
Transitioning from being kind of in charge to being actually in charge is an odd feeling.
Responsibility.
Responsibility.
November 30, 2024 at 5:51 PM
Transitioning from being kind of in charge to being actually in charge is an odd feeling.
Responsibility.
Responsibility.
Who knew clothing was so dangerous? One more episode of Kill la Kill to go!
November 29, 2024 at 10:33 PM
Who knew clothing was so dangerous? One more episode of Kill la Kill to go!
Happy Thanksgiving to those who celebrate the holiday.
November 28, 2024 at 6:23 PM
Happy Thanksgiving to those who celebrate the holiday.
I don't know how to talk to people. I don't know how to have actually meaningful conversations. I feel my life/existence doesn't really warrant someone else's time.
November 27, 2024 at 4:30 PM
I don't know how to talk to people. I don't know how to have actually meaningful conversations. I feel my life/existence doesn't really warrant someone else's time.
Therapy today went well. Unrelated, I really need to lose weight.
November 27, 2024 at 10:06 AM
Therapy today went well. Unrelated, I really need to lose weight.
I hate that my depression wins most days.
November 26, 2024 at 11:51 PM
I hate that my depression wins most days.
Enjoying this season of the circle. So many twists and turns!
November 25, 2024 at 1:18 AM
Enjoying this season of the circle. So many twists and turns!
Did a lot yesterday. Today is a rest day.
November 24, 2024 at 7:25 PM
Did a lot yesterday. Today is a rest day.
Should have been asleep 2 hours ago.
November 23, 2024 at 9:54 AM
Should have been asleep 2 hours ago.
I need to go walking more often. Need to eat better. I need to be better.
November 23, 2024 at 6:48 AM
I need to go walking more often. Need to eat better. I need to be better.
Home and relaxing watching Netflix
November 23, 2024 at 2:30 AM
Home and relaxing watching Netflix
Really hoping that I have a quiet day
November 22, 2024 at 10:58 PM
Really hoping that I have a quiet day
I don't really enjoy life right now. Seems a bit much. Must persevere though.
November 22, 2024 at 5:27 PM
I don't really enjoy life right now. Seems a bit much. Must persevere though.
Epic fight scene at the end. Now, I just need those final episodes to release.
November 22, 2024 at 8:04 AM
Epic fight scene at the end. Now, I just need those final episodes to release.
Watching Cobra Kai. Enjoying so far.
November 22, 2024 at 6:13 AM
Watching Cobra Kai. Enjoying so far.
Just a sad example of a man.
November 21, 2024 at 7:10 AM
Just a sad example of a man.
I don't know all the things that are wrong with me.
November 20, 2024 at 8:18 PM
I don't know all the things that are wrong with me.
At work and wishing I was wealthy enough to go home.
November 20, 2024 at 6:02 PM
At work and wishing I was wealthy enough to go home.