Bianca 🏳⚧
@cappuccinobae.bsky.social
chronically online 24 y/o depressed trans shit/schizoposter
she/her
INFJ
🐈⬛
MDNI
i love snus and black metal
no sleep schedule
swedish tgirl
pansexual
164 cm / 5'5
55 kg / 120 lbs
former muscle twink - now a stick figure
single and cripplingly lonely
she/her
INFJ
🐈⬛
MDNI
i love snus and black metal
no sleep schedule
swedish tgirl
pansexual
164 cm / 5'5
55 kg / 120 lbs
former muscle twink - now a stick figure
single and cripplingly lonely
Pinned
realizing once again that ive never spent a single holiday with another person
January 1, 2026 at 1:11 PM
realizing once again that ive never spent a single holiday with another person
ghoul and thrall torture
January 1, 2026 at 8:29 AM
ghoul and thrall torture
Reposted by Bianca 🏳⚧
Happy new year
あけましておめでとうございますっ
縁起物なので自転車でそっち行きますねっ
2026年もよろしくお願い奉りますっ
みなさん大好きですっ
あけましておめでとうございますっ
縁起物なので自転車でそっち行きますねっ
2026年もよろしくお願い奉りますっ
みなさん大好きですっ
December 31, 2025 at 3:03 PM
Happy new year
あけましておめでとうございますっ
縁起物なので自転車でそっち行きますねっ
2026年もよろしくお願い奉りますっ
みなさん大好きですっ
あけましておめでとうございますっ
縁起物なので自転車でそっち行きますねっ
2026年もよろしくお願い奉りますっ
みなさん大好きですっ
i openly told someone for the first time ever in july(?) that i was interested in him, and liked him. got thrown in my face. blamed myself. today i lied to myself about having the courage to do it again. did it. horrible mistake. blaming myself.
i can't ever initiate talking to anyone. never again.
i can't ever initiate talking to anyone. never again.
January 1, 2026 at 3:00 AM
i openly told someone for the first time ever in july(?) that i was interested in him, and liked him. got thrown in my face. blamed myself. today i lied to myself about having the courage to do it again. did it. horrible mistake. blaming myself.
i can't ever initiate talking to anyone. never again.
i can't ever initiate talking to anyone. never again.
Reposted by Bianca 🏳⚧
To everyone who can openly declare that they are transgender,
and to everyone who cannot yet come out to those around them🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
The world has not yet fully seen the dawn, but let’s continue to support one another.
Chiitan is here with everyone’s hearts.
Everyone is beautiful♡
and to everyone who cannot yet come out to those around them🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
The world has not yet fully seen the dawn, but let’s continue to support one another.
Chiitan is here with everyone’s hearts.
Everyone is beautiful♡
December 31, 2025 at 10:59 PM
To everyone who can openly declare that they are transgender,
and to everyone who cannot yet come out to those around them🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
The world has not yet fully seen the dawn, but let’s continue to support one another.
Chiitan is here with everyone’s hearts.
Everyone is beautiful♡
and to everyone who cannot yet come out to those around them🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
The world has not yet fully seen the dawn, but let’s continue to support one another.
Chiitan is here with everyone’s hearts.
Everyone is beautiful♡
i wish i could have a job and be able to work.
December 31, 2025 at 11:27 AM
i wish i could have a job and be able to work.
family guy death pose
December 30, 2025 at 12:46 PM
family guy death pose
I'M FUCKING CRYING SZDAJNXMHDGJSLUHAJYD
December 30, 2025 at 12:16 PM
I'M FUCKING CRYING SZDAJNXMHDGJSLUHAJYD
i need to have a breakdown in someone's arms
December 29, 2025 at 4:18 AM
i need to have a breakdown in someone's arms
kinda wanna get my balls crushed by my partner if i had one
....
someone should help with that
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someone should help with that
December 28, 2025 at 1:09 PM
kinda wanna get my balls crushed by my partner if i had one
....
someone should help with that
....
someone should help with that
people complimented me today when i went as my real self. strangers. just random people ive never met, and most likely will never meet again. that's never happened to me before. that's the first time anyones ever complimented that me. and i hope people could do the same to the real me in the future.
December 24, 2025 at 3:16 AM
people complimented me today when i went as my real self. strangers. just random people ive never met, and most likely will never meet again. that's never happened to me before. that's the first time anyones ever complimented that me. and i hope people could do the same to the real me in the future.
all i want is to find someone to show my unconditional love to.
yet, all the love i have been shown is conditional at best.
yet, all the love i have been shown is conditional at best.
December 22, 2025 at 3:44 AM
all i want is to find someone to show my unconditional love to.
yet, all the love i have been shown is conditional at best.
yet, all the love i have been shown is conditional at best.
might make a long post about this fucking horrifying meditation experience i had. it was a one time thing, and ive been doing meditation for going on, like, 20 years (whether i knew it or not)
really wish i had a bigger platform for the post i want to make to reach people to see if im alone or not
really wish i had a bigger platform for the post i want to make to reach people to see if im alone or not
December 21, 2025 at 9:04 AM
might make a long post about this fucking horrifying meditation experience i had. it was a one time thing, and ive been doing meditation for going on, like, 20 years (whether i knew it or not)
really wish i had a bigger platform for the post i want to make to reach people to see if im alone or not
really wish i had a bigger platform for the post i want to make to reach people to see if im alone or not
ive been trying to find a single person who genuinely likes me for so long. it always goes wrong. VERY short and paraphrased bc limited characters in one post
him: "no i think femboys are hot lol. been trying to talk to one fr"
me: "oh. im not a femboy lol"
him: "yeah well it's the same thing"
:(
him: "no i think femboys are hot lol. been trying to talk to one fr"
me: "oh. im not a femboy lol"
him: "yeah well it's the same thing"
:(
me.it
December 21, 2025 at 5:49 AM
ive been trying to find a single person who genuinely likes me for so long. it always goes wrong. VERY short and paraphrased bc limited characters in one post
him: "no i think femboys are hot lol. been trying to talk to one fr"
me: "oh. im not a femboy lol"
him: "yeah well it's the same thing"
:(
him: "no i think femboys are hot lol. been trying to talk to one fr"
me: "oh. im not a femboy lol"
him: "yeah well it's the same thing"
:(
chat should i keep making really sad and depressing posts which makes nobody want to talk to me or be around me or should i pretend im normal and fine and make silly posts
December 20, 2025 at 7:34 PM
chat should i keep making really sad and depressing posts which makes nobody want to talk to me or be around me or should i pretend im normal and fine and make silly posts
thinking about just uploading screenshots of my notes about posts i wanted to make and remind myself to make bc i think that would be funnier
December 20, 2025 at 7:14 PM
thinking about just uploading screenshots of my notes about posts i wanted to make and remind myself to make bc i think that would be funnier
really want a partner so i can listen to them go off about things they like while i hold them while we sleep. both because im lonely and because it makes me interested about whatever they're talking about
December 20, 2025 at 7:08 PM
really want a partner so i can listen to them go off about things they like while i hold them while we sleep. both because im lonely and because it makes me interested about whatever they're talking about
SCARY FEELING THREAD
part 1/5
i have these really fucking weird scary feelings. only had them 2-3 times but id be sitting at my desk, and have these bad feelings that im being watched and someone's standing in my doorway. then ill lay down in my bed to rest (not sleep) and this is where it begins
part 1/5
i have these really fucking weird scary feelings. only had them 2-3 times but id be sitting at my desk, and have these bad feelings that im being watched and someone's standing in my doorway. then ill lay down in my bed to rest (not sleep) and this is where it begins
December 20, 2025 at 5:34 AM
SCARY FEELING THREAD
part 1/5
i have these really fucking weird scary feelings. only had them 2-3 times but id be sitting at my desk, and have these bad feelings that im being watched and someone's standing in my doorway. then ill lay down in my bed to rest (not sleep) and this is where it begins
part 1/5
i have these really fucking weird scary feelings. only had them 2-3 times but id be sitting at my desk, and have these bad feelings that im being watched and someone's standing in my doorway. then ill lay down in my bed to rest (not sleep) and this is where it begins
talking and meeting new people is so hard for me. i went out to the mall thing the other day, and someone introduced me by my chosen name and was just a super happy person and it was so fucking weird. only 2 people have ever known about me being trans & my chosen name. but it wasn't in a bad way :)
December 20, 2025 at 4:22 AM
talking and meeting new people is so hard for me. i went out to the mall thing the other day, and someone introduced me by my chosen name and was just a super happy person and it was so fucking weird. only 2 people have ever known about me being trans & my chosen name. but it wasn't in a bad way :)
chat im happy
this is so fucking weird
this is so fucking weird
December 17, 2025 at 6:09 PM
chat im happy
this is so fucking weird
this is so fucking weird
i fucking love boomer shooters they're so god damn fun. i got a triple pack of ultrakill, amid evil, and dusk for stupid cheap years back and finally trying them out
December 17, 2025 at 2:16 PM
i fucking love boomer shooters they're so god damn fun. i got a triple pack of ultrakill, amid evil, and dusk for stupid cheap years back and finally trying them out
had a dream where i was with jason voorhees. love him. best out of all of the slasher villains
December 17, 2025 at 2:15 PM
had a dream where i was with jason voorhees. love him. best out of all of the slasher villains
sparkly royal blue nails~
December 16, 2025 at 2:23 PM
sparkly royal blue nails~
well, for the first time ever, i met someone, and she said that she thinks it was "meant to be". genuinely disgusting horrified because of the one time i said that, and what happened to him. and i still blame myself.
anyways, im gonna be playing ultrakill. the whole "all trans women play UK" meme
anyways, im gonna be playing ultrakill. the whole "all trans women play UK" meme
December 13, 2025 at 12:07 PM
well, for the first time ever, i met someone, and she said that she thinks it was "meant to be". genuinely disgusting horrified because of the one time i said that, and what happened to him. and i still blame myself.
anyways, im gonna be playing ultrakill. the whole "all trans women play UK" meme
anyways, im gonna be playing ultrakill. the whole "all trans women play UK" meme
står ward mouse droid
December 10, 2025 at 8:41 PM
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