If I may dare...as long as you are adjusting and learning from the good and the bad...you are winning.
But given who you are (and what I can see) that's obvious. 😎

I find I love these candid pics as much as the smexy ones... 😀😎

I like your work and your streams. My opinion of course.
Quite often those who are exhibiting the behavior that you describe have stains in their mental underwear they can't explain.
Elon is finally feeling bit of heat because the "stains" are harder to get rid of.

Model: Briella Jaden