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cantwrite2dead.bsky.social
Hibiscus
@cantwrite2dead.bsky.social
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Just a writer who daydreams more than they write.

#Gorillaz #BG3 and #Ichiruki posting
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Rough WIP of a #TADC edit I'm making. Ep 6 of #TheAmazingDigitalCircus might be my favorite of the whole show so far 💙

Song - The Other Side of Paradise by Glass Animals

#Jax #Pomni #FunnyBunny (either platonic or romantic)
August 19, 2025 at 4:02 AM
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Wires Crossed, a #DateEverything #EddiexReaderxVolt fic

Chapter 1 / 2

Summary: Post-Love Ending spoilers!

The power reset reinvigorated Eddie and Volt like nothing else. With this much energy flowing through the both of them, the Breaker Box had never glowed brighter.

(Summary cont. below)
Black and white breaker box with wires.
July 4, 2025 at 7:38 PM
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Curse, a #BG3 #AstarionxTav hanahaki fic for @hanahaki4hanami.bsky.social and a yume server spring event!

Summary: A hag’s curse is always one borne of intimate cruelty. A wish gone horribly wrong, nostalgia made agony. And love painfully twisted out like so much weeds.

(Summary cont. below) (1/3)
Cover for Curse, a Baldur's Gate 3 Astarion x Tav (OC) fic. Blue aster flowers scattered face-up on a field. White text in the middle reads as follows: Curse Astarion x Tav | Baldur's Gate 3 by selfindulgences Corner white text is as follows: #HANAHAKI4HANAMI + YUME SPRING EVENT
April 18, 2025 at 7:27 PM
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My #OCxCanon fic for the Made to Be: OC x Canon Seasons 'zine is up! I wrote a #BG3 #AstarionxTav fic!

💙🤍 Read Midsummer Night's Dream!

💖 Read the 'zine for free!
A screenshot of the summary/tags of Midsummer Night's Dream, an AstarionxTav fic by selfindulgences. Tags are as follows: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Astarion/Tav, Astarion/Original Female Character(s) Characters: Astarion, Tav, Original Female Character(s), Original Character(s) Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Midsummer, Midsummer Night (Dungeons and Dragons), Festivals, Jousting, Injury, Carnival Games, Fireworks, Established Relationship, Romance, Fluff, Named Tav (Baldur's Gate), Tiefling Tav (Baldur's Gate), Fighter Tav (Baldur's Gate) Summary: Traversing the Sword Coast to unravel the machinations of a fiendish cult was all well and good, but camping in the dirt could only remain novel for so long. Frankly, Astarion had had enough. The Midsummer Night festival has finally arrived in Baldur's Gate and Astarion intends to revel in every bit of glory he can. Leviathala has other plans. Originally written for the Made to Be: OC x Canon Seasons 'zine!
February 21, 2025 at 8:04 PM
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feed me with your kiss | Murdoc x OC | Explicit | #Gorillaz

Wrote something fun for @ficwip.bsky.social #heysweetheart event! Gave me an excuse to go back to Phase One Gorillaz.

🍫 Read here (AO3)!
An image of dark chocolate sauce being poured over a stack of chocolate squares on a black background. A sketchy red heart is in the bottom left corner. Feed Me with Your Kiss is the title across the image. Murdoc x OC | Gorillaz | by selfindulgences underneath. hey sweetheart 2025 arced over the chocolate stack.
February 15, 2025 at 6:23 AM
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The last chapter of my #GrimmIchiRuki modern!AU fic, Lights Off, is up! Very happy that I finished this at last.

💙🧡💜Read here (AO3)!
A screenshot of the summary/tags of Lights Off, an Explicit GrimmIchiRuki fanfic by selfindulgences. Tags are as follows: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Grimmjow Jaegerjaques/Kuchiki Rukia/Kurosaki Ichigo, Grimmjow Jaegerjaques/Kurosaki Ichigo, Grimmjow Jaegerjaques/Kuchiki Rukia, Kuchiki Rukia/Kurosaki Ichigo Characters: Grimmjow Jaegerjaques, Kurosaki Ichigo, Kuchiki Rukia, Sado "Chad" Yasutora Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Human, Boxing & Fisticuffs, Blood and Violence, Explicit Sexual Content, Gym Sex, Public Blow Jobs, Semi-Public Sex, Bisexual Male Character, Both Grimmjow and Ichigo are bi okay, Polyamory Negotiations, Double Penetration, Rough Sex, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Vaginal Sex, Threesome - F/M/M, Overstimulation, Aftercare, Choking Summary: Grimmjow Jeagerjaques is just not cut out for an office job. No former boxing champion should ever be expected to pick up such menial work, anyway. After signing up to a new gym in a desperate attempt to vent his frustrations, he soon finds plenty of other ways to relieve his pent-up stress. Particularly in the form of a mouthy, orange-haired punk and his equally feisty girlfriend. Modern/Human!AU. For Day 1 of GrimmIchiRuki Weekend.
February 15, 2025 at 5:40 AM
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My @ichirukizine.bsky.social arrived! So many pretty #Ichiruki art and fics 🥺
February 9, 2025 at 5:20 AM
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My Spirited Away stickers and #Ichiruki tarot bookmarks from @cindytranart.bsky.social came in!

Everything looks really nice 🥺 Can't wait to use them 💙
January 20, 2025 at 1:35 AM
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The second chapter of Lights Off, my #GrimmIchiRuki modern!AU fic is finally up!

💙🧡💜 Read here (AO3)!
A screenshot of the summary/tags of Lights Off, an Explicit GrimmIchiRuki fanfic by selfindulgences. Tags are as follows: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Grimmjow Jaegerjaques/Kuchiki Rukia/Kurosaki Ichigo, Grimmjow Jaegerjaques/Kurosaki Ichigo, Grimmjow Jaegerjaques/Kuchiki Rukia, Kuchiki Rukia/Kurosaki Ichigo Characters: Grimmjow Jaegerjaques, Kurosaki Ichigo, Kuchiki Rukia, Sado "Chad" Yasutora Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Human, Boxing & Fisticuffs, Blood and Violence, Explicit Sexual Content, Gym Sex, Public Blow Jobs, Semi-Public Sex, Bisexual Male Character, Both Grimmjow and Ichigo are bi okay, Polyamory Negotiations, Double Penetration, Rough Sex, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Vaginal Sex, Threesome - F/M/M, Overstimulation, Aftercare Summary: Grimmjow Jeagerjaques is just not cut out for an office job. No former boxing champion should ever be expected to pick up such menial work, anyway. After signing up to a new gym in a desperate attempt to vent his frustrations, he soon finds plenty of other ways to relieve his pent-up stress. Particularly in the form of a mouthy, orange-haired punk and his equally feisty girlfriend. Modern/Human!AU. For Day 1 of GrimmIchiRuki Weekend.
January 18, 2025 at 12:21 AM
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Joking and wordy meme aside, it's probably finishing and posting Date.
Fairly Odd Parents "If I Had One" meme with alternate Impact text. Originally: This Is where I'd put my trophy. If I had one! Top image: Here's where I'd celebrate getting to the halfway point of All Out of Song. Bottom image: If I finished Chapter 17!
January 1, 2025 at 5:39 AM
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Lastly, this argument between Murdoc and Noodle in Chapter 16 of my #Gorillaz fic All Out of Song:

archiveofourown.org/works/454143...
Snippet from Chapter 16 of All Out of Song, a #Gorillaz Murdoc x OC fic: “Let me cut to the chase, yeah?” He sniffed, resting his feet on the edge of the small table across from him. “You say you came to me for advice. Not Russ. Not Anna. Not even Dents. Me. You want me to talk you out of this somehow, right? Or rather, talk you into it. Get furious, yell at you, etcetera, etcetera, so it makes it easier for you to choose. Because no matter how many times you say you want to leave, you’re still not convinced you want to do it. Hell, I’m not convinced.” “This is not a decision I have made lightly. Whether you believe me or not does not matter.” “Then wot do you want from me, love?” he scoffed, throwing his hands in the air. “Do you want me to say I’ll miss you? Good luck, have a safe trip, all that?” “I want…I don’t know! I just know I don’t want to be here right now.” Noodle stepped towards him like she was thinking about punching him. Instead, she blew out a breath and fell heavily into the armchair across from him, staring at the floor.
January 1, 2025 at 5:21 AM
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Honestly, all of Fears? The party banter in it is so fun. This bit between #Astarion and my Tav in particular still gets me:

archiveofourown.org/works/54182803
Snippet of Fears, a #BG3 one-shot focused on the party's silliest fears: “I’m not apologizing, you know,” he said without even looking up. She frowned. “For what?” “Laughing at you.” At this, she couldn’t help but scoff. “I’m not that fragile. Laugh away. I’ll find out what your silliest fear is yet. Mark my words.” “Is that why you’re here?” The question was brusque, but not altogether unwelcoming of her presence. “I’m not prying it out of you, if that’s what you’re wondering. Where’s the fun in that?” “Then go bother someone else. You’re in my light.” His eyes flickered up to her. “Unless you want me to test out what Karlach asked.”
January 1, 2025 at 5:18 AM
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These questions are getting harder lol. I'll just post a short collection of my favorites:

From Girls' Night, a #BG3 one-shot focused on Karlach and the other girls:

archiveofourown.org/works/54869890
Snippet of Girls' Night, a #BG3 one-shot fic on AO3 by selfindulgences (me): “He’s arrogant, a liar, and a pretty idiot,” Shadowheart added. “So yes, I’d imagine that’s why most people would fall in love with someone like him.” Lae’zel made a face. “Beauty in itself is hardly a valuable trait. Especially when it so commonly fades with time.” “Well, he is a vampire. At least his only redeeming quality will remain preserved.” Shadowheart shrugged. “Can’t say much about the rest of him, though.”
January 1, 2025 at 5:18 AM
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Going with one of my true-blue AUs (and the fic I wrote for the very first 'zine I got accepted for, the Ichiruki AU 'zine): One Blood!

#Ichiruki actor!AU with a fanart commission I got from the lovely @/ guruan on Tumblr!

archiveofourown.org/works/38801871
Commission cover from @ / guruan on Tumblr of Ichigo and Rukia in an actor!AU fanfiction. Ichigo is on the left smiling and wearing a black suit jacket and white shirt. He is holding Rukia's hand in his as they sit in black director's chairs. Rukia sits to his left smiling up at him. She is wearing a black jacket draped over her shoulders and has fake yakuza tattoos of two dragons along her shoulders and down her arms. She has bandages wrapped around her torso and white pants with a drawstring tied in a bow. A director's clapboard is in the foreground with One Blood on the title card. Director is HibiscusAngel15 (me). Date is 2021.
December 14, 2024 at 11:00 PM
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The first chapter of my #IIHWE24 crack AU fic, Starbright is up! #Ichiruki

⭐ Read here (AO3)!
Screenshot of the tags and summary of Starbright, an explicit Ichiruki (Bleach) fanfiction on AO3. Tags are as follows: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kuchiki Rukia/Kurosaki Ichigo Characters: Kurosaki Ichigo, Kuchiki Rukia, Inoue Orihime, Ishida Uryuu, Unohana Retsu, Zaraki Kenpachi, Kusajishi Yachiru, Hirako Shinji, Kurotsuchi Nemu, Kurotsuchi Mayuri Additional Tags: Minor Ayasegawa Yumichika/Madarame Ikkaku, Minor Inoue Orihime/Ishida Uryuu, Minor Unohana Retsu/Zaraki Kenpachi, Alternate Universe - Western, Sex Pollen, Flowers, Mildly Dubious Consent, Partners to Lovers, Romance, Action/Adventure, Crack Treated Seriously, Smut, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Vaginal Sex, 69 (Sex Position), Bottom Kurosaki Ichigo, Top Kuchiki Rukia, Sexual Inexperience Summary: Harvesting the stardust flowers every spring took the delicate hand of a Reaper. The perennials created certain…issues if they weren’t cut down in time. When bandits steal his usual shipment out from under him, Ichigo is sent on a whirlwind chase to prevent their pollen’s spread. Enter Rukia Kuchiki, the Reaper from a neighboring town looking to settle her own score. Forming an unlikely partnership might be the only way to bring the thieves to justice...and unearth some hidden desires along the way. A.K.A., me treating a crack AU fic way too seriously. For Day 2 of Ichiruki Hentai Weekend 2024!
December 14, 2024 at 10:36 PM
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#BG3 little guys finally came home 🥰 I love them so much. I want to squish them all 💙

Plushes from the amazing @itstweeds.bsky.social and @miyabau.bsky.social respectively!

miyabau still has some Wyll plushes available here if you want to grab some: miyabauplush.bigcartel.com
Chibi plushes of the 6 Baldur's Gate 3 Origin characters made by @itstweeds! They are all wearing their base armor from when you first meet them in the game. From left to right: Astarion, Wyll, Karlach, Lae'zel, Shadowheart, Gale Chibi Astarion and Wyll plush with photocards made by @miyabau. They are wearing their base armor from when you first meet them in the game. The two photocards have their larger selves smiling down at their plush forms.
December 14, 2024 at 2:59 AM
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Excerpt from Chapter 26 of the first fic in my Murdoc x OC #Gorillaz fic, Over the Dub, finished in 2021.

archiveofourown.org/works/148790...

There are bits I don't like about this fic now, but I still like this part:
Excerpt from Chapter 26 of my Murdoc x OC Gorillaz fic, All Out of Song. It's a screenshot from AO3 using the Reversi theme (white text on dark gray background). It reads: Murdoc traced back through his old haunts like some morbid tour of tragedy. There was the street corner where he ran into the weird man handing out Satanist pamphlets. That pub further along the block used to be called something more unsavory before the mayor forced the owners to change it. And over there was that abandoned church where he and a few mates first took LSD and believed the chipped saints painted on the walls were talking to them.
December 13, 2024 at 12:00 AM
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Preview for my fic for Day 2 for #IIHWE24! I'm taking this crack fic way too seriously, but it's a fun Western AU!

Planning for three chapters, with the first being released on the day.
Screenshot from my upcoming Ichiruki fic, Starbright. It reads: Quick as a whip, they drew their revolver in front of his face. Ichigo grabbed the barrel and hoisted it up so it aimed at the ceiling. “Nice try, kid. Guns are a distance weapon. Maybe don’t get so close next time.” As the kid looked up to try and wrest the gun back, he finally caught the barest glimpse of their face. Large, violet eyes burned with rage. Some dark locks of hair fell in the center of her face, curving at the ends. Not a kid. A woman. “Oh, I’ll show you a weapon!” The woman reeled back, slamming their fist into his cheek with such startling force that he fell out of his chair. Just as he recovered, she aimed her revolver right in between his eyes. Ichigo glared up at her, breathing heavily. “Who the hell are you?” The girl smiled and tipped her hat mockingly. “Name’s Rukia. Rukia Kuchiki. And I’m this town’s Reaper.”
December 8, 2024 at 6:03 AM
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December 6, 2024 at 4:22 AM
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It's so funny to me that mine is just all some flavor of Damon Albarn
December 4, 2024 at 5:39 PM
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Genuinely thought Blur was going to oust Gorillaz as my No. 1 artist since I listened to way more of their albums this year, but ig not
Hibiscus's Spotify 2024 Wrapped. Black background with pixel blue gradient waves like a 90s screensaver. Top Artist picture is Gorillaz. Russel is in the middle lifting and choking Murdoc. Murdoc is bug-eyed and sticking out his tongue. Noodle is sitting on Russel's shoulders laughing. She has a pink shirt and her usual spiky hair dyed magenta. Under Russel's left arm is 2-D, yelling. His blue hair sticks out over his head as he hangs upside down. Top Artists 1 Gorillaz 2 Blur 3 Borislav Slavov (composer for Baldur's Gate 3 OST) 4 Eyeshine 5 CORPSE Top Songs 1 Good Luck, Babe! 2 Barbaric 3 Red Wine Supernova 4 DISDAIN 5 under the weather Minutes Listened 25,361
December 4, 2024 at 4:47 PM
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Hamtaro commisions from @nicolaspx.bsky.social ! They turned out so cute 🥺
Characters as Hamtaro hamsters commission from @nicolaspx. Left hamster is hamster version of my BG3 tiefling Tav, Leviathala. She is a navy blue hamster with swirled teal horns and darker blue hair with two little bangs sticking out. She is wearing the Solemnity Outfit in Blue. Right hamster is Astarion. He has lavender fur with a darker, downward triangular patch down his forehead. He is wearing the Elegant Studded Leather armor. They both have cute pink hands and feet. They're throwing a red ribbon in the air in the shape of a heart. Characters as Hamtaro hamsters commission from @nicolaspx. Left hamster is hamster version of my BG3 bard elf Tav, Laurel. She is a white hamster with a Bijou-blue patch over half her face and long sea green hair. She is wearing the Blazer of Benevolence dyed blue. Right hamster is Wyll with horns. He has brown fur with a darker brown patches on his right ear and over his eyes. He has two locs tied. He is wearing the Padded Armor +2 dyed red. They both have cute pink hands and feet. They're throwing a red ribbon in the air in the shape of a heart.
November 21, 2024 at 11:38 PM
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I'll play too
November 17, 2024 at 7:36 PM
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Post four of your favorite #Pokemon and let people assume things about you:
November 11, 2024 at 4:22 PM
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Happy Halloween! I'm Sadako from Ringu this year 🎃
October 31, 2024 at 11:54 PM