I wish i had gotten high before id gotten there, then i wouldnt have been so over stimulated and overwhelmed

And i wouldnt have to think

Thats my problem, i think too much

I thought makeup would fix my bitch face but i guess not cuz no one talked to me
And the music was ass too couldnt dance to half of them

Despite all that it was fun in moments

When nothing really mattered
It didnt matter who you liked or didnt like
You just had FUN wtv that looked like

Which one fucking is it??

Am i actually mentally ill? Crazy? Insane? Or is it all just my unbalanced hormones and uncontrolled emotions? Is it all together or one big thing in general? Am i actually happy or is it in just little moments? Am i actually sad all the time or is it those moments i think negatively?

Yes i do, i use it religiously

I did have fun reading yellowface dgmw, but i feel like theres so much more that shouldve happened and so much potential was spent on the wrong idea.
That said, im still going to look and buy Kuang’s sprayed edge edition. This story may have not been my top favorite, but i love Kuang 4ever 💕

Like I could mot give a fuck about June, not because she was a horribly written character, actually the opposite. Shes written so well that youre supposed to despise her and her line of thinking. And thats why I liked her character cuz she sucked

I feel like Athena should’ve stuck around longer, for a few chapters maybe. I felt no connection to her as a character or to June’s relationship to her. Other than she was a snobby rich author who was asian. I didnt really care for anyone but I think that was intentional.