it this what it feels like with ness when they get flashbacks and shit because this sucks idk if this is mine or not but this sucks

Idk, I deserved a dad who would have protected me

He's thrown off but tries to get it out of them how they found that information out because he's and then tells them to keep her name out of their mouths and that they will never be able to use her to get to him

Doesn't help that the girl's name is my deadname I suppose

None of this is her fault it's entirely mine. I should have been better. I should have been there for her. I shouldn't have disappointed her. I'm a bad friend

that self esteem do be looking mighty contingent and ness and I deal with it in different ways, but let's be honest, we don't deal with it *well*

The machine is still in a flight case in her bedroom in the attic of our parents house

didn't trust the NHS and believed that social services would take us away from him if they got involved. He learned how to build the coil from an unauthorised private religious clinic that recommended rife machines for everything and believed that praying over their patients would cure them

look if they can chat shit without fronting so can I don't use that excuse with me