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bellamy 🔞 COMMS = CLOSED
@calqmity.bsky.social
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he/she \ 22 \ full-time artist \ FUB free
> very kink/sex positive‼️\ ship and let ship
> tumblr/ao3: calqmity
> ascended astarion enjoyer 🦇🩸
> I always put CWs on my #art \\ #bg3 #roguetrader
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calqmity.bsky.social
*painfully smiling through my tears* Awesome! Fun! Great! I definitely needed that!
Repentance You create from repentance. There is a feeling of burdensomeness that you can't shake, that has led you to constantly repent. You feel as if your existence itself demands you apologize, and so your art is just that an apology. It has become another aspect of your eternal repentance, a means of seeking forgiveness for simply existing as you are. For you, forgiveness is permission to be alive, to begin to shed the guilt of your painfully human self, with all its faults and imperfections. Your art is apologetic, presented as a means of making up for your own lacking. It seeks to produce something of worth to redeem the trouble you cause. Your work is the essence of your undeserved repentance, the culmination of your inability to forgive yourself for what could never be helped. It is an apology presented with an apology.
March 12, 2025 at 2:32 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
Sometimes being a fic writer means looking up in depth info on what happens in pregnancy week by week, and trying to translate that to vampire biology

So anyways,,
Woman from glee meme that says "I am going to write a fanfic that is so self-indulgent"
March 11, 2025 at 11:10 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
CW: a scar that spells "slut"

Celestia — Rogue Trader

Hey so this game is fun and you should play it 🫵 #art #roguetrader #wh40k #oc
Art of my OC Celestia standing in front of a window that you can see space through it with bright teal galaxy clouds. He is holding a sword with a little electricity coming out of the hilt. His other hand is holding the sword in front of his face, and a little blood is dripping from his fingers. He is wearing loose thick pants with a skull belt buckle, and is shirtless. He is muscular but the soft kind of muscular with not much ab definition. His right arm has part of his forearm replaced by a teal cylinder container with two metal coils in it. He has more metallic attachments on left elbow, his left shoulder, his middle finger on his right hand, and his chin is also made of metal. Deep scars are on the skin that meets all these parts. He also has rough deep top surgery scars. "SLUT" with a heart is engraved in his upper right pectoral, and he has nipple piercings connected by a chain. He has white moon and star tattoos on his body. He is looking to the viewer with his black eyes with glowing pink irises. His hair is a light pink that's half pulled back.
March 9, 2025 at 4:29 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
CW: a scar that spells "slut"

Sneak peak of Celestia (Rogue Trader edition) 👀

And yes I put two little lights to reference where Astarion bit him to turn him into a spawn, I couldn't resist 😔

#wip
Close up of art of my OC Celestia's face and neck area. He's holding an electrified sword against his palm (that's in front of his face) and he has pink strands of hair falling in front of his face. His eyes are black with glowing pink irises, and his chin and lower lip are made out of metal. There are scars where the metal meets the skin on his face. He has two glowing lights embedded in his shoulder, and below them is "SLUT" and a heart engraved in his skin on his upper pectoral.
March 9, 2025 at 3:40 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
#bg3uplift 🫶🏻

As you can tell I have a few different styles I like to do
Fanart of Astarion laying in a red cushioned bed with a golden trim. His head is propped up by red pillows, and his legs are slightly crossed and straight up in the air. He is wearing shear black clothing (a sleeveless top with a heart over his nipple, panties, and thigh high socks). He is also wearing white shiny thin body jewelry and a necklace. His right hand is holding the necklace up and his other hand is holding a knife close to his body. There is blood dripping from the knife and on the bed. Some blood is dripping from his lips and a string of it is connected to a finger on his right hand. The background is a purplish grey with a subtle bat patterned wallpaper. The words "A Vampire's Delight" are black and the big main heading, and the words "Sanguine indulgences, heart-stopping beauty, and violent passion in the sheets!" are underneath them and smaller and a pale gold color. Fanart of tav and astarion laying in a grassy field with a few orange flowers. Tav has long, wavy silver hair that is spread out behind them and all over Astarion's chest. They are laying in opposite directions with their faces right next to each other (almost interlocked). Astarion looks relaxed with his eyes closed, and with an arm behind his head. He is wearing a dark navy blue loose shirt that is synched in by a corset-like leather belt. Tav is looking at him with a smile on their face and is wearing a dark blue blouse. Tav is holding a flower in one hand and running their fingers through Astarion's curls with the other. It is daylight lighting. Fanart of Gale and tav (half elf with medium length, straight, brown hair) in a missionary position (side view). Tav has her legs wrapped around Gale's, and her head is tilted back on a pillow with a face of pleasure. Her blue eyes are barely open. Part of Gale's hair is pulled back in a bun, and his eyes are closed. His orb scar is glowing purple. They are in his tent with orange lighting. Tav is also wearing Gale's purple camp shirt. Fanart of Ascended Astarion and tav (a half elf with blonde medium length hair). Astarion is holding tav from behind and biting her neck. Tav is wearing a light pink sheer ball gown with white embroidered roses. She is holding one of her pink heals. Astarion is wearing the black suit with silver embroidery from the game. They are in a ballroom with red walls, and behind them are windows where you can see Baldur's Gate at night.
March 8, 2025 at 1:03 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
This is the most self inserting I've ever done for an OC asjsjjkksjsn, except instead of tattoos I just draw them on manually lmao

It also feels very weird to basically describe myself in a positive manner 😭 im just basing it off of what my wife has complimented me on
"Rook...I.." Emmrich trailed off. It was impossible not to get lost in how beautiful this man, his dearest beloved, was. Her brown hair with mint green highlights was pulled back in a braided bun with stray strands that framed her face. Her cheeks were soft to the touch and had a slight rosiness to them, while moles littered her skin like stars. She had little heart tattoos underneath her eyes-her beautiful, striking eyes. One was a soft brown with hints of green when the light hit it just right, and the other was a pale, grey blue. When he first noticed, he hadn't been able to help himself: "Rook...are your eyes...?" She had smirked slightly, her eyes crinkling with amusement. "Yes." The man had probably heard this pointed out many, many times in his life. "Well, they're wonderful." Her smile softened, and he could see her face start to blush. ..Thank you.
March 7, 2025 at 5:15 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
I wanted to do a little one shot with Celestia and A! Astarion, and I have this wip so far (I haven't proofread this at all so beware lmao)

Celestia's nightmare gives a little snippet of info about his past as a paladin

CW: collar, master/spawn dynamics, angst
Celestia stood over the bodies of the entire Sharran cloister, of his family...of his parents. The hollow feeling in his chest left by his broken oath had yet to go away. It had only been an hour since the paladin went against everything he was sworn to do and poisoned the wine they all drank. It took care of most of the job, and his blade made quick work of the stragglers. Why was he here again? Then, he felt Selûne's presence envelope him. "You have done well...I will give you a chance, paladin. Follow my oath, show me your loyalty... The shadows that suffocated him were soon replaced by a blinding light, and suddenly Celestia was in that dreaded room again. It was a century later. His hands were drenched in blood, again, but this time the robes on the bodies were white. Red stood out so much more when it wasn't overshadowed by black, it seemed. He fell to his knees, gasping at the pain as all he knew was lost forever, and the title of oathbreaker claimed him again. A kick to his back knocked the air out of his lungs, and his face collided with the rocky streets of Baldur's Gate. When he opened his eyes, he saw familiar elegant dress shoes with embroidered rubies. As his vision moved up the body, he realized it was Astarion. His lord. His master. "My...my lord?" he asked, begging to have some clarity. Astarion's face looked down on him with... contempt. Celestia had never been on the receiving end of his sharp coldness, and it terrified him. Then, he noticed the collar in Astarion's hand--the collar Celestia had been gifted by him. Astarion's signature of ownership that Celestia always kept on, and yet here it was. Off. "Astarion?" Celestia's voice was filled with terror now. The vampire lord still didn't say anything. Instead, he looked at the collar in his hands, as if he was contemplating what to do with it. He eventually decided to crush it in his fist. The sturdy black leather and the silver tag somehow crumbled between his fingers, and the pieces fell to the ground. Celestia cried out, both from the loss of a beloved belonging, and at the sharp pain inside him. A third oath, gone. And so much more painful than the last two. Then, he realized he had lost the vampiric connection that he and his dearest love shared. His mind searched and searched for it, trying to reach out, but to no avail. Astarion didn't react to the pathetic sight at his feet before he turned around, walking away. Celestia tried to go after him, but his body felt like lead. He cried, "Master, please! My lord... don't leave me, please! Please! I beg you-" His sobs broke off into a piercing scream as his body started to burn in the rising sun, no longer protected by his master's blessing. Celestia lurched forward while heaving fast breaths. As his night vision took in his surroundings, his hand shot up to his neck. His fingers desperately felt for the silver circular tag with the intertwined A's. When they found the cool metal, he pushed out one last breath-this time out of relief. He was okay. He was home, in the palace, in their bed, and his oath was still intact. When he let himself relax, he could feel the tendrils of Astarion's power curling comfortingly in his mind's crevices. He hadn't been disposed of. He was still his. When he looked down to the side of him, he could see the source of his comfort sleeping peacefully. There had been another party last night, and Astarion had drank so much that he had fallen into a deep sleep instead of his usual trance.
March 7, 2025 at 4:15 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
I have quite a few smutty one shots (for both spawn and ascended astarion) and I have some hurt/comfort one shots too, but currently I am writing this long bloodweave fic with single dad Astarion (not everything is as it seems, and there's a little twist 👀)

archiveofourown.org/works/625091...
Another Chance by calqmity Sixteen years after saving Baldur's Gate, Gale finds Astarion and his daughter at his door in Waterdeep. The two need safety after finally escaping Lyra's (tav) abusive grasp, and Gale's determined to be what they need. Though, walking down this rocky path of healing leads to an unexpected destination: love and fatherhood.
March 6, 2025 at 12:19 AM
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Halsin x Tav x Shadowheart comm for @cothundnya.bsky.social 💕

#art #bg3 #bg3art #nsfw #shadowheart #halsin #fanart
Fanart of a threesome with Halsin, Shadowheart (who has white hair), and Tav (she has warm greyish skin with bright green hair in two long braids). They are on dark green sheets, and the background is also dark green. Tav is laying on her back with Shadowheart straddling her face as tav eats her out. Tav is also holding Shadowheart's butt. Halsin is holding up Tav's legs as he fucks into tav. Halsin is moaning "my heart..." and Shadowheart says "Gods...ah!—..."
March 5, 2025 at 4:39 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
Lord Astarion's Dark Consort

Old comm I haven't posted here yet for @nellyofthevalley.bsky.social <3

#art #tav #bg3 #bg3art
Art of tav who is a tiefling with light bluish skin and dark grey-blue horns. Her hair is black and pulled back besides two strands. She is wearing dark lipstick and eyeshadow around her eyes which are red. The main lighting is coming from two red candles behind tav to the viewer's left. She is wearing a dark purple top with feathers decorating it, and red glass decoration on her shoulders. She is holding the rhapsody knife over a tub of blood in her right hand, and in the other she is holding a bleeding heart. Her head is tilted down and looking up to make eye contact with the viewer. The background is a dark teal.
March 4, 2025 at 10:49 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
CW: implied gore/violence?

I put on my angst playlist and then this happened

#wip
Sketch wip of astarion (portrait and his side profile of when he's facing the viewer's left). He looks upset/shocked and tear drops are falling from his eye. He's wearing a ruffly top with a pearl necklace that's flying around his neck from his movement forward. A crow is digging it's talons into his right eye (the eye the viewer can't see)
March 4, 2025 at 4:54 AM
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(If you want to check it out)

archiveofourown.org/works/625091...
Another Chance by calqmity Sixteen years after saving Baldur's Gate, Gale finds Astarion and his daughter at his door in Waterdeep. The two need safety after finally escaping Lyra's (tav) abusive grasp, and Gale's determined to be what they need. Though, walking down this rocky path of healing leads to an unexpected destination: love and fatherhood.
March 3, 2025 at 3:30 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
Based off of this:
A retro illustrated cover of a woman in a teal frilly outfit (one-piece set) on a light green bed. Her hair is red, and she is eating chocolate on the bed. She is holding a book with her left hand. Her legs are slightly crossed and straight up in the air and she's wearing silver heels. The title is in red and says "Crackers in Bed" and in blue and smaller font says "Jokes, gags, cartoons, and funny stories, that will bring sunshine into your nights!" "VIC FREDERICKS" is credited in the bottom right corner.
March 2, 2025 at 10:29 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
What more could you ask for? 🦇🩸

(That one trend but with Astarion)

#art #astarion #bg3 #bg3art #fanart
Fanart of Astarion laying in a red cushioned bed with a golden trim. His head is propped up by red pillows, and his legs are slightly crossed and straight up in the air. He is wearing shear black clothing (a sleeveless top with a heart over his nipple, panties, and thigh high socks). He is also wearing white shiny thin body jewelry and a necklace. His right hand is holding the necklace up and his other hand is holding a knife close to his body. There is blood dripping from the knife and on the bed. Some blood is dripping from his lips and a string of it is connected to a finger on his right hand. The background is a purplish grey with a subtle bat patterned wallpaper. The words "A Vampire's Delight" are black and the big main heading, and the words "Sanguine indulgences, heart-stopping beauty, and violent passion in the sheets!" are underneath them and smaller and a pale gold color.
March 2, 2025 at 10:24 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
I want to bite him

#wip
Work in progress of fanart of astarion in the same pose as the sketch in the quoted post.
March 2, 2025 at 6:15 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
Guess who's joining the trend 😌

#wip
A sketch of astarion (face not drawn yet) with his legs up in the air as he lounges on a couch. He has thigh highs on and a top on, and he has white body jewelry on. One hand is messing with his necklace, and the other is holding a knife close to his body
March 2, 2025 at 2:59 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
A very special day for Gale and Sybil 🕊️💘

comm for @skorpiai.bsky.social

#art #galedekarios #bg3 #bg3art #fanart #galextav
Fanart of Gale Dekarios and tav (an elf that is a draconic sorcerer with red scales on her face, and she has white very curly hair with red mixed in pulled back into a poofy ponytail/bun). They are kissing in front of their wedding alter which is a rectangular shape made out of brown wood with green cloth draped around it. Gale is wearing a dark lavender-ish purple suit with brown dress shoes, and tav is wearing a long white dress with metallic red swirly decorations. The background is a sage green, and a heart made of glowing dots outlines their faces behind them as they kiss.
March 1, 2025 at 4:47 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
There's a new babygirl in town and it's my first fictional crush I had when I was like 5 😔

(Just kidding. Mostly)
A collection of 5 screenshots of Link from twilight princess (a character with short-ish brown hair, big blue eyes, and wears a green tunic, kind of in an 3D anime style) in a collage with a pink heart border overlay on top The "I don't want to play with you anymore" meme from Toy Story, but instead of dropping woody, he's dropping a picture of Astarion.
February 28, 2025 at 8:55 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
So after drawing for 50 hours over the past few days, I decided to treat myself to finally playing twilight princess again, and I realized where my transformation kink started 💀💀💀
February 27, 2025 at 1:55 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
Simultaneously as a thank you for supporting me, and a way to give back to #bg3 fanfic writers, I'm doing a giveaway!

3 winners will be picked in 3 weeks, and I will illustrate a scene for one of your bg3 fics! Like, repost, follow, & feel free to comment your fics below for everyone to check out!
"Fanfic Illustration Giveaway" "Calqmity" "Like, repost, follow" "Optional: comment your bg3 fics below!" On the left side there is art with tav and Astarion leaning into each other and looking at each other with love. The background is blue and there is a golden floral border. Astarion is wearing black light armor and tav is wearing maroon and blue light armor. On the bottom there is art with tav and astarion laying in a grassy field with orange flowers. They are laying in opposite directions with their faces right next to each other.
February 25, 2025 at 9:14 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
Close ups 😌
Close up of tav's face and Astarion's ass getting fucked with the mage hand from the art in the post I'm replying to. Close up of Astarion and Gale's face from the art in the post I'm replying to.
February 25, 2025 at 3:03 AM
calqmity.bsky.social
Inappropriate use of mage hands, but make them warm 🔥

Tavbloodweave comm for @cytokine-spy.bsky.social <3

#art #bloodweave #tavstarion #astarionxtav #bg3 #bg3art #nsfw #fanart
Fanart of Tav (a drow with silver white hair pulled back in a ponytail, she has a scar on her cheek), Gale, and Astarion on blue-ish green sheets. Astarion is propped up on one of his arms with his legs spread. Behind him is Gale, who is holding Astarion's face with one hand, and casting magic with the other. Astarion's other hand is wrapped around Gale's dick. Tav is on her knees with her face close to Astarion's dick. Her hand is wrapped around his dick, and her other hand is hidden between her thighs. There are three pale orange, glowing mage hands, and one has four fingers fucking Astarion's hole, another is touching his thigh, and the other is playing with his left nipple. There are three speech bubbles, and they say: Tav: How does it feel, love? Astarion: It's...gods, I've never felt so—ah—warm. Don't you dare stop. Gale: Oh, I wouldn't dream of it.
February 24, 2025 at 11:18 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
I have found my new favorite music to listen to while drawing. I've always loved epic instrumental music and that's all they do 😭 it makes me want to do more detailed, dramatic paintings lmao
Screenshot of Secession Studios' page on Apple Music.
February 24, 2025 at 7:34 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
Please help me out! ❤️

So I've finally decided to make a VGen, and in order to get a code for it to post comms, I need 20 rts and 100 likes on this post. So i would really appreciate if y'all helped me out with that 🫶🏻 (here's some examples of past comms I've completed)

vgen.co/calqmity #VGenCode
Fanart of Astarion and tav (an elf with a pale skin and light brown hair that is in two braids that goes down to her waist). Tav is leaning into Astarion and looking up at him with a smile. He is looking down at her with a smile and holding her chin up with his hand. Her hand is placed on his arm, and the other has fingers twirled in his curls. She is wearing light armor (maroon color with a dark blue armor plate on top). Astarion is wearing black light armor. The background is blue and there is a pale golden border with flowers and swirls. Fanart of astarion and tav (a half elf with pale skin and blonde shoulder length wavy hair) kissing in an alley in Baldur's gate. Tav is wearing a pink top with a brown leather corset over it. Astarion is wearing a black shirt (with the sleeves going to his elbows) with red designs on it. He is covered in splattered blood. The lighting is dark in the corner they're in, but evening orangish light is shining in from the right side. There is a green plant on the right side. Fanart of tav and astarion laying in a grassy field with a few orange flowers. Tav has long, wavy silver hair that is spread out behind them and all over Astarion's chest. They are laying in opposite directions with their faces right next to each other (almost interlocked). Astarion looks relaxed with his eyes closed, and with an arm behind his head. He is wearing a dark navy blue loose shirt that is synched in by a corset-like leather belt. Tav is looking at him with a smile on their face and is wearing a dark blue blouse. Tav is holding a flower in one hand and running their fingers through Astarion's curls with the other. It is daylight lighting.
February 22, 2025 at 7:47 PM
calqmity.bsky.social
To whoever sent me this, thank you 🫂 and i really appreciate everyone's comments, I'd reply to them all but I don't want to annoy anyone and spam their tl
A strawpage drawing of a cute animal with the words "Big Hug"
February 22, 2025 at 1:34 PM