it’s probably gonna be the worst christmas yet

just worked for twelve hours. i’m only slightly lesser than two months in. what is life?

had a shitty day at work yesterday. dreading going to work today. please let today be smooth-sailing. i just want to lay low.

update: i survived. despite feeling like death for waking up every hour the night before ⚰️⚰️

they say it gets better. but nooo.. here i am, 37 and feeling all sorts of emotions over my first day tomorrow at a new workplace 🫠🫠