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RuRu
@callforruru.bsky.social


Gacha Addict 💔


Married !! ╱ Mdni !
HUGE Pokémon fan !!

pfp: ARoodNoodle / X
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ONE OF A
KIND .ᐟ
Well. New year. Same me. Woke up in bed.

Finna just play Gaia n chill.
January 1, 2025 at 7:34 PM
January 1, 2025 at 9:01 AM
LETS GOOOO FOUR MORE HOURS
January 1, 2025 at 4:40 AM
Earbuds off. Still ignoring me.
Awesome sauce.
December 31, 2024 at 6:23 AM
Get mad at a game and raise my voice once by accident at the game.

Immediately resorts to putting on earbuds toning me out and ignoring me.

Pleasant night. Lovely night.
I love my friends annoying me during Phasmo.

Cause now I’m the bad guy. :)))
December 31, 2024 at 5:25 AM
fat fuck
December 30, 2024 at 3:42 AM
Still asleep. Who woulda thought.
December 26, 2024 at 9:42 PM
I can never be the one to sleep in. It always has to be her. Until damn near 1 or 2 in the afternoon.

Whatever ig.
December 26, 2024 at 8:24 PM
Goin through Awaria for the first time. First playthrough is hard more. But

Holy fuck, dude
December 23, 2024 at 3:44 AM
the + sogn thing to making an acc. won’t send the damn confirmation code over to my email LMAO.

Like it’s made, but it doesn’t send shit.

Now this acc is quite legit in limbo. And it keeps giving me ‘rate limit exceeded’ whenever trying to change the email.

I ain’t doin this + shit again —
December 22, 2024 at 5:29 PM
And now im up
bleh
December 22, 2024 at 5:26 PM
I just dropped $300 for Miyabi and got her twice in a single ten pull.

I’ve been blessed. Next’s her w - engine but I can do login shit for that + free pulls.
December 22, 2024 at 2:08 AM
I think
eventually

I’ll get the help I need. I genuinely think I have to sit down with my thoughts eventually.

Dunno for how long.

But I refuse to sit here, randomly losing my mood over shit.

I always play games but for whatever reason, I just. Don’t have it in me rn
December 21, 2024 at 5:52 AM
I think I’m too nice??

If it’s terrible, I know I cut people off. But I always try to talk an extensive amount of time with others to see why they write certain things. If they could stop it. They sometimes agree.

If they don’t, goneso.

But maybe I give people too many chances?? Idk.
December 17, 2024 at 5:27 AM
There are times like now where I feel like, sometimes, I’m just a placeholder around people.

That someone uses me for money.

I feel more like a roommate sometimes. I hate it. I can stand it.

I’ve vocalized my emotions and feelings, yet barely anything’s changed.

I’m close to giving up, really.
December 13, 2024 at 6:54 AM
I can’t decide on a single pfp. 💔
December 8, 2024 at 10:20 PM
If y’all need me, don’t.
Imma be on Rivals ‘til I pass out at my PC.
December 8, 2024 at 6:39 AM
It might be the late night blues, or merely my negative state of mind at times.

But I can’t help but feel as though that people keep me around because they feel bad for me. Or because they just feel stuck with me.

Is that weird to feel—?
Might be.
December 8, 2024 at 6:22 AM
Gamed it up solo on Rivals.
Not too bad tbvh.
December 8, 2024 at 5:21 AM
Well. Gonna try and make an attempt at dinner ig.

I barely got shit LOL
December 7, 2024 at 2:46 AM
Idk what to do now that I’m home, fuck.
December 7, 2024 at 12:19 AM
So with the news my wife won’t be back until this weekend instead of this Wednesday, I’m alone for w longer period of time.

First week of December and thanksgiving break.

Awesome.

Finna fuckin’ lose my marbles being alone cause dude holy shit.
December 3, 2024 at 3:17 AM
I needa get back into writing again.
Ugh.
November 30, 2024 at 2:52 AM
Tbh this weekend feels like purgatory.

Besides my friends who Ion wanna bother 24/7 to text or game with, I’m kinda. By myself?? My wife is with her fam until next Wednesday.

My fam is far away.

I’m just here. But I have our fur babies, a kitten and a puppy.

So they’re keeping me just.
Here.
November 29, 2024 at 9:21 PM
After my semi - depressive episode last night, we ARE SO BACK YALL!!!!

Finna be gaming today as per the usual lol.

Ay, fuck it we ball❗️❗️
November 29, 2024 at 6:11 PM