Ryu
@call-me-diablo.bsky.social
VENT ACC!! I‘m a weirdo obsessed with his weight
Undiagnosed arfid, diagnosed severe depression and ADHD
Hw: 75kg/ 165lbs
Cw: 60.6kg/ 133.6lbs
Gw: 55kg/ 120lbs
Ugw: 45kg/ 100lbs
Literally (beast) Akutagawa if it wasn’t obvious
19yo, bsd fan, basic dni
Undiagnosed arfid, diagnosed severe depression and ADHD
Hw: 75kg/ 165lbs
Cw: 60.6kg/ 133.6lbs
Gw: 55kg/ 120lbs
Ugw: 45kg/ 100lbs
Literally (beast) Akutagawa if it wasn’t obvious
19yo, bsd fan, basic dni
Pinned
𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝:
𝘩𝘪, 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘙𝘺𝘶!!
★ 𝟣𝟫, 𝘩𝘦/𝘩𝘪𝘮
★ 𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯
★ 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰
★ 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩
★ 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺 𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘺
🤍 𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴:
☆ 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
☆ 𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 (𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘺)
☆ 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘴
☆ 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘨𝘴
☆ 𝘢𝘳𝘵 & 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨
☆ 𝘷𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘰 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘩𝘪, 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘙𝘺𝘶!!
★ 𝟣𝟫, 𝘩𝘦/𝘩𝘪𝘮
★ 𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯
★ 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰
★ 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩
★ 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺 𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘺
🤍 𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴:
☆ 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
☆ 𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 (𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘺)
☆ 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘴
☆ 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘨𝘴
☆ 𝘢𝘳𝘵 & 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨
☆ 𝘷𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘰 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴
Can everyone please pray for me in unison as I am just abt to take the math exam that I stayed up all night for. I’m really scared and nervous, I’m gonna fail miserably I feel like I didn’t understand a single thing.
December 4, 2025 at 6:51 AM
Can everyone please pray for me in unison as I am just abt to take the math exam that I stayed up all night for. I’m really scared and nervous, I’m gonna fail miserably I feel like I didn’t understand a single thing.
Guyssss... I really (really!!) wanna show you some of that (in my opinion) cool ass stuff but y'all are just gonna think it's cringe for me to even be interested in that and judge me and not care about it like- at all... [Insert this one sad SpongeBob reaction pic]
No ones gonna relate to this but I had a really bad gacha phase as a kid, and I just recently found out that that stuff still exists! (What did I expect...) But oh my god, did it evolve- I came for some cringe and childhood nostalgia, and I found some of the best/ smoothes animations I've ever seen-
a black and white drawing of a person in a suit and tie holding a sword .
ALT: a black and white drawing of a person in a suit and tie holding a sword .
media.tenor.com
December 4, 2025 at 1:43 AM
Guyssss... I really (really!!) wanna show you some of that (in my opinion) cool ass stuff but y'all are just gonna think it's cringe for me to even be interested in that and judge me and not care about it like- at all... [Insert this one sad SpongeBob reaction pic]
No ones gonna relate to this but I had a really bad gacha phase as a kid, and I just recently found out that that stuff still exists! (What did I expect...) But oh my god, did it evolve- I came for some cringe and childhood nostalgia, and I found some of the best/ smoothes animations I've ever seen-
a black and white drawing of a person in a suit and tie holding a sword .
ALT: a black and white drawing of a person in a suit and tie holding a sword .
media.tenor.com
December 4, 2025 at 12:44 AM
No ones gonna relate to this but I had a really bad gacha phase as a kid, and I just recently found out that that stuff still exists! (What did I expect...) But oh my god, did it evolve- I came for some cringe and childhood nostalgia, and I found some of the best/ smoothes animations I've ever seen-
My posts are all just really random long blocks of text about things nobody cares about.. and I hate this character limit.
December 4, 2025 at 12:37 AM
My posts are all just really random long blocks of text about things nobody cares about.. and I hate this character limit.
Bc I've lost weight my glasses just kinda get looser and looser on my face since my face has just gotten slimmer I guess. It's kind of annoying and I have to push them up all the time etc, but it's physical proof I'm not just imagining things!!
December 4, 2025 at 12:26 AM
Bc I've lost weight my glasses just kinda get looser and looser on my face since my face has just gotten slimmer I guess. It's kind of annoying and I have to push them up all the time etc, but it's physical proof I'm not just imagining things!!
Im again gonna have to probably stay up all night because I'm having an exam tomorrow and there are 57 pages I still have to work through. ... 57. Fifty-seven... Fifty-seven fucking pages, I want to die.
December 3, 2025 at 8:51 PM
Im again gonna have to probably stay up all night because I'm having an exam tomorrow and there are 57 pages I still have to work through. ... 57. Fifty-seven... Fifty-seven fucking pages, I want to die.
I genuinely don’t know what this is and this is the first time I ever did any kind of animation, it’s also not nearly finished, just the beginning scenes so don’t bully me T T
December 3, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I genuinely don’t know what this is and this is the first time I ever did any kind of animation, it’s also not nearly finished, just the beginning scenes so don’t bully me T T
I actually don’t fucking know how to animate but I’m kinda doing… something (?) right now. Does anyone wanna see my try? (It’s for that assignment I posted about a few days ago)
December 3, 2025 at 6:50 PM
I actually don’t fucking know how to animate but I’m kinda doing… something (?) right now. Does anyone wanna see my try? (It’s for that assignment I posted about a few days ago)
Bought some clothes to feel better abt my fuckass life idk.. 100€ for a jacket, a hoodie with zipper and a shirt with a cool design. I don’t have a healthy relationship with money whatsoever bc my family genuinely has too much, so like- is that too much? Too little??
December 3, 2025 at 5:20 PM
Bought some clothes to feel better abt my fuckass life idk.. 100€ for a jacket, a hoodie with zipper and a shirt with a cool design. I don’t have a healthy relationship with money whatsoever bc my family genuinely has too much, so like- is that too much? Too little??
Calling out sick again and feeling like shit
December 2, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Calling out sick again and feeling like shit
Designing that mf rn. And uhm, we shall call him… totally not Dazai- 😭
December 1, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Designing that mf rn. And uhm, we shall call him… totally not Dazai- 😭
I’m dead (pun intended) serious abt this btw. What the fuck… dawg. 😟 Fist of all, why do I gotta animate in my LITERATURE COURSE. SECOND OF ALL- WHY THAT SCENE.
Anyways, I just found out I got the assignment to animate the suicide of a 15yo boy jumping off a cliff and breaking all his bones by being brutally smashed into the rock wall by the wind, and then his limp dead body falling down from there until it hits the ground, for my literature course… what.
December 1, 2025 at 4:05 PM
I’m dead (pun intended) serious abt this btw. What the fuck… dawg. 😟 Fist of all, why do I gotta animate in my LITERATURE COURSE. SECOND OF ALL- WHY THAT SCENE.
Anyways, I just found out I got the assignment to animate the suicide of a 15yo boy jumping off a cliff and breaking all his bones by being brutally smashed into the rock wall by the wind, and then his limp dead body falling down from there until it hits the ground, for my literature course… what.
December 1, 2025 at 4:03 PM
Anyways, I just found out I got the assignment to animate the suicide of a 15yo boy jumping off a cliff and breaking all his bones by being brutally smashed into the rock wall by the wind, and then his limp dead body falling down from there until it hits the ground, for my literature course… what.
I was doing school stuff the entire day without a real break, phew, Thai shit is exhausting as fuck. But I finally locked in. Sorry I really don’t have time to finish any of the requested drawing right now, and that I’m less active than normal, school is genuinely stressing me out.
December 1, 2025 at 3:55 PM
I was doing school stuff the entire day without a real break, phew, Thai shit is exhausting as fuck. But I finally locked in. Sorry I really don’t have time to finish any of the requested drawing right now, and that I’m less active than normal, school is genuinely stressing me out.
I mean my doc also said that it's no wonder I can't function properly and why I fail in school etc if my brain has no fuel to run on. Maybe she's right abt that. Ahrggh idfk, I just got the sudden motivation boost to actively try and make my life better again. I wanna pull myself out of this hole.
November 30, 2025 at 11:11 PM
I mean my doc also said that it's no wonder I can't function properly and why I fail in school etc if my brain has no fuel to run on. Maybe she's right abt that. Ahrggh idfk, I just got the sudden motivation boost to actively try and make my life better again. I wanna pull myself out of this hole.
Maybe I should eat more but healthy and try to regain some of the muscles I lost because of my eating disorder... Like back when I was 17 I had abs and a girlfriend, and look at me now- depression and mental health and just life in general did me sooo fucking dirty
November 30, 2025 at 11:07 PM
Maybe I should eat more but healthy and try to regain some of the muscles I lost because of my eating disorder... Like back when I was 17 I had abs and a girlfriend, and look at me now- depression and mental health and just life in general did me sooo fucking dirty
I did some self care and trying not to completely stress out about everything right now. I genuinely don't know if I ever had THIS much important stuff to do in so little time. I think I'm genuinely fucked if I am not absolutely locking in from the start tomorrow.
November 30, 2025 at 11:05 PM
I did some self care and trying not to completely stress out about everything right now. I genuinely don't know if I ever had THIS much important stuff to do in so little time. I think I'm genuinely fucked if I am not absolutely locking in from the start tomorrow.
I GENUINELY NEED TO FUCKING LOOK LIKE HIM SOOOO BADLY FUCK YOU EATING DISORDER
November 30, 2025 at 9:07 PM
I GENUINELY NEED TO FUCKING LOOK LIKE HIM SOOOO BADLY FUCK YOU EATING DISORDER
Ik that there's at least one 80% alc bottle in this house and I'm going to find it and if it's the last thing I'll do.
November 30, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Ik that there's at least one 80% alc bottle in this house and I'm going to find it and if it's the last thing I'll do.
My favorite diet is 2l of water and one can of monster a day for until you land in the hospital 🤍
November 30, 2025 at 12:55 PM
My favorite diet is 2l of water and one can of monster a day for until you land in the hospital 🤍
The sudden urge to randomly put the most cursed images into my presentation slides and leave them completely uncommented. Please leave the most cursed pic you know in the comments below for my usage.
November 29, 2025 at 9:26 PM
The sudden urge to randomly put the most cursed images into my presentation slides and leave them completely uncommented. Please leave the most cursed pic you know in the comments below for my usage.
Oh my god I slept the entire fucking day, got nothing done (like absolutely nothing, I’m sorry everyone!!) and now I’m feeling like shit
November 29, 2025 at 8:28 PM
Oh my god I slept the entire fucking day, got nothing done (like absolutely nothing, I’m sorry everyone!!) and now I’m feeling like shit
I have so much shit to dooooo kill me
November 29, 2025 at 9:40 AM
I have so much shit to dooooo kill me
I am broke as fuck but still I just spent 120€ on figurines that won’t even release until summer next year…
November 29, 2025 at 9:14 AM
I am broke as fuck but still I just spent 120€ on figurines that won’t even release until summer next year…
Weak willed mf right here… ugh, I want a monster, a pack or instant ramen and/ or my favorite protein drink… if I leave out the drink then itd be smth over 300cals for Monster and Noodles. But mf I’m actually trying to fast rn 😭
November 29, 2025 at 8:29 AM
Weak willed mf right here… ugh, I want a monster, a pack or instant ramen and/ or my favorite protein drink… if I leave out the drink then itd be smth over 300cals for Monster and Noodles. But mf I’m actually trying to fast rn 😭