- i’m like… trying to live? at least i care about it more than before. i show up for my appointments. i volunteer at a food pantry. i grocery shop for the house pretty regularly. i try to talk to my friends every once in awhile. progress is progress

- cut off my hair near the end of the hospice visit days. it’s been such a good change and i would like to keep it short for as long as i can
- made it back to the library for art days! went missing for ~4 months with health/grief stuff but clawed my way back
- therapy and community rehab is 👍🏻👍🏻

i think i went silent on here right around the time my grandma passed, from what it looks like. losing her left a cavernous hole, but i’ve been coming back to myself slowly over the past 6 months. grief takes and takes and takes.