maybe not excessively, but when i make big purchases, i cant help but think of others who cant do the same- im happy to have a job that pays, even thoughit drains me so terribly

the moment i told her i was going to apply for a hospital she vowed to never apply to bc she cant drive, she applies before i send an application :/ idk

she always complains about the job i got her, which is valid cuz it sucks, BUT how are you not being mindful? i feel so bad whenever she complains.

legit boss making me do her job too. im very upset. if i was working another facility, i wouldve quit!! this is fucking ridiculous. im making 15 an hour when i could be making 45 as a nurse. she selfishly scheduled me first week of Sept for 32 hours despite me accepting a job as a nurse 2 weeks ago.

it doesnt help that boss only wants me to train. I been here 10 months!! theres another person available to train her too!! Why only me??? Theres availability from the person to train!! I need to work as a nurse, I have my license!! Are you kidding me??

She is someone i dont hesitate to call a best friend in my head, but i cant help but think she doesnt value me as much as I do with her, so I never call her a bff out loud 🤣🤣

im sick of drop offs and pick ups! im not uber!! i always feel used when it comes to driving i hate it so much!!

at that point i feel like they are disrespecting me bc they want to save money. i never charge cuz family, but like!! my god!! if you know i hate driving why even ask 😭😭 i want to say no so bad but always feel worse when i say no!!

ugh mind all over, but the book im supposed to be reading smh at least i got 2 pages of an essay done 😪😪😪

maybe tini's controversial mac (idk why ppl mad abt it, it looks so good)