update. i can blame my tattoo artist ONLY for avoiding the topic whatsoever. but another tattoo artist explained the reasons why tattoos can get infected. it was because of my fucking mental state. I WAS TOO DEPRESSED. bro (me) thought they could heal mental pain with physical pain.

like.. i'll actually get to have hobbies again? unbelievable.

i survived tho so there's that, and also i'll be free of (almost) all of my burdens next week and I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!

exactly! i had the same experience as a teenager but hey at least we're still trying now even if we're struggling with it most of the time.. i mean it's harder to have time and energy as an adult than as a teenager so we're doing our best !!

i don't want to blame the tattoo artist but at the same time it was my first time getting tattooed by him and now i'm just automatically scared to go back there cuz oh boy this one is going to need to be touched up for SURE...

omg that sounds like a real challenge indeed😭
everyone has their own pace but 50k in a month feel so unrealistic... but if it was possible, we'd actually be able to write all of our ideas aghh..

but 2 years sound more sane tbh sksk, we're no machine so it's okay to take our time yeah!!!🫶

i'm working a jimcurly fic and bruh i think the fandom is going to be dead before i even post it at this rate

🖤🖤🖤🥹🫶

Some sofmt for each other always absolutely

i must add, it's about a silly thing, it's not like i forgot something detrimental, i didn't have the time to preshot and fill something totally up
and she did this two days in a row as if she (and the others) don't forget things but.. that's just being human, and i don't blame them when it happens