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lauren!
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she/her | 27 | childless cat lady | cleveland sports fan | ✨tayronto n4✨

taylor | 5sos | jonas brothers | one direction 🥲
OMG im so excited for you i cant wait to see them!!!
March 3, 2025 at 9:01 PM
what are you getting!!!
March 3, 2025 at 8:55 PM
omgggg same!! my face is breaking out like CRAZY too like my chin is a whole ass warzone rn 😭😭😭
January 16, 2025 at 4:57 AM
it’s a special kind of hell for sure - i’ve been in the super extra sensitive phase for like 2 weeks now and at this point i’m one stubbed toe away from jumping off a roof 🙃
January 16, 2025 at 4:49 AM
ive been UNWELL for over a month and i know that’s what the problem is but i also have a lot of bullshit going on irl which is delaying my period even more

it’s like im in purgatory
January 16, 2025 at 4:41 AM
me if there’s room!
January 13, 2025 at 2:59 AM
i got myself one in the original drop and got the second one 2 days later so they’re different orders, i would think they’d be able to cancel the second one? i worry that if i sell it and try to ship it to someone myself then something bad will happen and im out $50 lol
January 12, 2025 at 5:04 AM
i appreciate this more than you know 🫶🏻
January 12, 2025 at 4:53 AM
thank you i appreciate this 🫶🏻 ive been feeling so lost lately and getting all of this off my chest has certainly helped
January 11, 2025 at 6:16 PM
it’s really bumming me out because i feel like i don’t have anybody anymore. i’m not exaggerating at all when i say i don’t have any other friends, besides my fiance
January 11, 2025 at 6:04 PM
it’s a ridiculous cycle and im just tired of it. so right now she’s mad at my fiance because of something that happened like 3 weeks ago, but now she’s ignoring me and i wasn’t even involved, like she won’t look at me, goes out of her way to avoid talking to me, etc
January 11, 2025 at 6:03 PM
sometimes she’ll just come into work crabby and we’ll kind of steer clear of her because she’s insanely short with you if you try and talk to her, but because we aren’t talking to her, she then assumes we’re mad at her so the silence continues
January 11, 2025 at 6:00 PM
another thing about the younger sister friend: she’s insanely immature. i love her like she’s my own sister and i make a lot of excuses for her but she can’t have an adult conversation to save her life. if she has a problem with somebody she won’t address it, she just resorts to the silent treatment
January 11, 2025 at 5:58 PM
however, ever since all of this happened, nothing has felt the same. i feel like i have the ick for all of them now and idk what to do with these feelings. i feel like i cant be normal with them anymore
January 11, 2025 at 5:53 PM
- at the same time, they’re literally my only friends, so part of me was torn on losing the only friend group i’ve really ever had. we kind of came to an agreement that people are products of their environment and people are capable of change so we were ready to let bygones be bygones
January 11, 2025 at 5:52 PM
anyways we really didn’t talk to our friends for a hot minute, there wasn’t an official “fight” going on, we just weren’t participating in our group chat at all. at this point we were really torn on what to do because i don’t wanna associate with people who think and vote that way but -
January 11, 2025 at 5:50 PM
the other upsetting part about all of this was the aforementioned younger sister also voting for tr*mp, because she made not effort to educate herself on political issues and just voted how her family told her to vote
January 11, 2025 at 5:47 PM