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✨Call Me Toby/Max/‘En’ — THEY/IT 🏳️‍⚧️ — Freelance Artist — INFJ — 🔞NSFW 99% of the time🔞 im a fucking nerd ✌️🤓 taken by my kitty @kingzabu

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Doesn’t have to be a rollator it’s just what I’m aware of..this is all new to me so ANY suggestions are greatly appreciated..
December 17, 2024 at 5:44 PM
I didn’t really think about that, I’m sorry..

I would say just listening helps a lot..

Helping with bills and food but I know things are so tight for everyone I didn’t want to suggest my Ko-Fi but it would significantly help.

Thank you for asking 💛
December 9, 2024 at 5:51 AM
Thank you for your support..it literally means the WORLD..the UNIVERSE..to us. I’m just..going to try and keep fighting the best I can.
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
No one thinks that, it’s just me venting. There are days where I just wanted to simply kill myself because it hurt so much. I am sorry for delays in everything..I am sorry for literally everything. I’m trying so hard..thank you for reading this far. Thank you for everyone that’s been there for us.
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
They are CONSTANTLY looking, getting interviews and then getting ghosted or denied. Overqualified STILL denied or ghosted. I can’t even help because i physically, let alone mentally, cannot work. I am laying in bed typing this because my hip hurts so bad. I feel like a burden. I know that-
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
Preexisting ones as well, such as my asthma which has come back in full force this year. I lost my meds that I have been on for years now. I have lost access to help. I have lost so much and I am honestly at my wits end. On top of that my partner has been struggling for over a year now to find work-
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
Other issues! It’s frustrating! Now, in April, my insurance gets RUG PULLED on me after them stating I had it for 2024. They just decided to be like ‘Nope, you don’t have insurance now! Good luck!’ With really no other info on why it was pulled. So, I was fighting that. With a new injury and -
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
Injuring myself again. It’s hip and lower back/tail bone related this time. I can hardly walk at times any amount of time or sit or drive or anything. It’s mind numbing pain. It’s all I can think about because it takes up 99.9% of my brain at any given time. And the other .1% is taken up by my-
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
With this year starting to become one of the toughest ones yet. Like I thought the previous years were bad it’s like ‘nah, bitch, hold my beer, I’ll show you tough.’

So, I started traveling for work again. To try and start again with help of part of our found family. And I ended up -
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
During all that we still struggled to keep up with bills let alone the cost of just living. And it just became a cycle of trying to keep up but like you just feel like you started sinking in the water, barely having your head above it. Now the last 2 years have been even harder.
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
to this day I have a scar from. After that I found a genuinely kind primary care physician. She helped me so much. I continued to try and pull myself out of one of the worst times of my life and it seemed like it would be getting better mentally and physically. Financials were another issue.
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
Mentally and physically affected I suffered from a pretty extreme case of OCD/ED during the pandemic which led to me not being able to keep up. I lost over a hundred pounds in like 1-2 months because I couldn’t eat. Like I literally was so weak I would faint and one night I gashed my lip open which-
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
And it essentially made things SO much more tougher. For everyone. I struggled to keep up with bills because my main source of income(cons) completely stopped. What little savings we had quickly drained. Then it sorta boomed again when cons came back but I was unable to keep up.
December 9, 2024 at 5:40 AM
Literally me the other night saying ‘a meal is just a spoon of peanut butter’
November 24, 2024 at 11:36 PM