Casual chappell roan started playing while drawing this and it became the worst experience of my life (lie)

I just wish I could actually do my job in the system though lol our bpd just entirely cancels out anything I try to do 99% of the time. Woes of being the caretaker. caresetter

I'm just glad we've reached a point of healthy/comfortable multiplicity, not horribly disruptive/we know the ropes. Could be way worse. P-DID as annoying as it is with the alter emotional regulation (thanks to the bpd too) atleast switches are not too evil on our brain

Hiding being a system like that is actually More mentally taxing on us than just doing whatever so I guess this is what people mean by "don't care how others perceive you and your system" because at this point We Don't.. for better or for worse i dont knowwww

I think it makes us look less odd to outsiders just to say who's who and use proxy bots where applicable compared to being mysterious, it's too obvious at this point and unfixable in my eyes

Feel like that one video of Charlie smiling friends going through an lsd trip

If you see this I'm inflicting you with 7 days blinding stew

2nd image has no correlation to the 1st I just didn't want to post them seperately

The violent urge to cover the plushie in kisses but not wanting to accidentally dirty him up (<- dirt magnet)

how to stop the impending doom of existing