funny how this extremely bleak work of philosophy ended up being the most life-affirming piece of writing i've ever encountered. it's difficult to recommend becuz it definitely takes you to a very dark place but to me it's essentially an extreme depiction of the way of tao

both of those books have permanently affected my thinking, altho dennis cooper's work more showed me that im not the only one who thinks the way i do.
and of course there's the book in my pfp which i read for the first time in 2017. really helped me put my various mental struggles into perspective

the reason the ruling class hold extra special vitriol fur trans women is because the worst thing a man can desire to be in a society built on the lie that men are inherently superior is a woman. we represent the crumbling of everything theyve built. society is run by a cabal of pedophiles