it sucks to never feel like anyone's favorite. like getting to a party too late and everyone is already dancing with their own partner

had a dream my mother asked for everything she spent on me back
i said that if i could give her negative money, i would

what happens when you love me dry
i give myself to help you get by
i keep on lying and sweating at night
hold me until someone sends me a sign

trying so hard to not annoy my friend by asking if they are mad at me

laid my head on my desk today feeling like i ruin everything and my cat climbed on top of me and gave me a massage
we don't deserve animals