sometimes ky is written to be too assertive before st makes a move or before clearly expressing his wants and i’m like nah. st didn’t go thru all this suffering for ky to easily give him what he wants close to the finish line

it’s pretty painful to watch since st is SO CONFUSED and ky knows what st is feeling but he’s forcing him figure it out on his own and come to his own conclusions

st wants ky to be the one to initiate and one define their weird relationship but considering their situation and who they are, ky isn’t going to do that

and then in 🍔kyst, u have ky who tries to keep distance and no longer invades st’s space while not setting any clear, hard boundaries. meanwhile, st desperately wants to get closer to ky but struggles understanding his own feelings.

not respecting boundaries. like BROTHER WHY ARE U SAYING/DOING SOME OF/ALL OF THAT!?? he’s a crazy man

instead we are living thru st (19) with ky (44) as i receive constant psychic damage

like they don’t live together but they live really close together so they can keep their relationship secret

there’s a reason broccoli calls boom boom man that but it’s not off limits or unthinkable for others to use it too