I genuinely wanna cancel my plans and just sleep and play video games for the rest of the day 😭

I feel like I've posted about how much I rely on sleep before. if I did, I still do. really wish I could take a big nap to feel a little better but I really don't have time

i'm way too fucking tired to be hard on myself for being bad at something that isn't that big of a deal. c'mon brain. ya silly meat blob.

I know it's really up to me to get out there but I still wish things were different and I didn't have to fear for my life when I go out

I shouldn't be surprised, like this is what I get for talking to people on discord lmao. one day I'm gonna make actual friends that aren't chronically online and don't judge me for my interests.

I say "what feels like" because I know there's definitely people who like this thing, I've interacted with them before. I just happened to talk to someone who definitely is on tiktok way too much 🙃