is this the best written story out there? no, but its FUN. and there’s so much DRAMA and things are constantly moving, characters are plotting, its a good time!!!

in a bad way. idk i have nothing. no stories even. and the fact that the caribbean is such a mash up of different people like i truly do not know what i am. anyways this is one thing that i think about a lot and fuels my never ending existential dread 😀👍

i kind of block out how poor and fucked up my family was/is because LITERALLY the only thing i inherited was the trauma!! im just so taken aback when people inherit things. its such a normal thing but its so foreign to me lmao i feel like this lack of connection makes me feel like i’m just floating

and had to hide her money from her alcoholic husband. whatever sentimental jewelry she held onto/handed down WAS STOLEN in an armed robbery LMAO im laughing but like not really bc what a sick twist in fate. like i have no ties to any history in my family lmao. its really depressing to think about 😀

and my paternal grandmother hated me because she hated my mother (i didn’t get anything in her will but all of my cousins on that side did haha!). the only grandma who i vaguely remember died when i was in kindergarten and she was poor because she was the sole provider for 6 people

oh heck yea son!!!

this is about one author specifically 😃 and i get it but also literally talk about something else PLEASE….