Bun Joongi
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Bun Joongi
@bunjoongi.bsky.social
· Oct 26
This is a bit of a doomer account. I just need to pour my feelings here, regardless if it's healthy or not.
Damn, hard to be ugly as fuck and undesirable and just keep pretending society doesn't view you as exactly as what you are, a fucking slob? will I change, in death maybe.
October 21, 2025 at 1:57 AM
Damn, hard to be ugly as fuck and undesirable and just keep pretending society doesn't view you as exactly as what you are, a fucking slob? will I change, in death maybe.
Ever felt like the moral obligation to your friend? like the way they act so naturally around other people but when you try to join the chat suddenly the tone shift and ...yeah. They don't hate. They have no reason to. you just act like well everything would be better if you weren't here.
October 3, 2025 at 3:56 AM
Ever felt like the moral obligation to your friend? like the way they act so naturally around other people but when you try to join the chat suddenly the tone shift and ...yeah. They don't hate. They have no reason to. you just act like well everything would be better if you weren't here.
The fucking worst is the tone.
Why am i being taken for an idiot.
Why am i being taken for an idiot.
September 4, 2025 at 12:47 PM
The fucking worst is the tone.
Why am i being taken for an idiot.
Why am i being taken for an idiot.
I fucking love being ignored
Give people the enthusiasm they want, hoping in return you'd get the same. But niet. Nada.
People purposely jumping over you in conversation. Ignoring your threads ignoring what you have to say unless you adresss them directly with a question.
Give people the enthusiasm they want, hoping in return you'd get the same. But niet. Nada.
People purposely jumping over you in conversation. Ignoring your threads ignoring what you have to say unless you adresss them directly with a question.
September 4, 2025 at 12:46 PM
I fucking love being ignored
Give people the enthusiasm they want, hoping in return you'd get the same. But niet. Nada.
People purposely jumping over you in conversation. Ignoring your threads ignoring what you have to say unless you adresss them directly with a question.
Give people the enthusiasm they want, hoping in return you'd get the same. But niet. Nada.
People purposely jumping over you in conversation. Ignoring your threads ignoring what you have to say unless you adresss them directly with a question.
And its so fucking frustrating idk man, am i even worth it? I can't even make my own character to play barbies with people.
August 4, 2025 at 11:33 PM
And its so fucking frustrating idk man, am i even worth it? I can't even make my own character to play barbies with people.
I feel like im speaking alien sometimes. Having to apologize for my feelings because i put words that work well in french in places i shouldn't in english and it offend people and now im like explaining how when i feel lied to doesnt mean im being lied to. Just mean i feel like it. Irrational.
August 4, 2025 at 11:32 PM
I feel like im speaking alien sometimes. Having to apologize for my feelings because i put words that work well in french in places i shouldn't in english and it offend people and now im like explaining how when i feel lied to doesnt mean im being lied to. Just mean i feel like it. Irrational.
Just spend 4 h trying to explain that i feel left out in a group project and that if im not actively seeking out forced interraction, no one seek me out. Only to be told they dont understand what i mean.
August 4, 2025 at 11:31 PM
Just spend 4 h trying to explain that i feel left out in a group project and that if im not actively seeking out forced interraction, no one seek me out. Only to be told they dont understand what i mean.
Dude, i'm fucking tired if being ignored. Like just fucking say you don't want to talk and move the fuck on.
July 10, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Dude, i'm fucking tired if being ignored. Like just fucking say you don't want to talk and move the fuck on.
Ur not even worth the time of your friend...are you even fucking worth something ?
June 24, 2025 at 8:47 PM
Ur not even worth the time of your friend...are you even fucking worth something ?
Call me petty, but i've yet ti get that trade from someone i call a close friend and nothing hurt the most.
June 24, 2025 at 8:46 PM
Call me petty, but i've yet ti get that trade from someone i call a close friend and nothing hurt the most.
I'm being ignored again.
Like what is the point if fucking setting up your boundaries if at the moment it gets hards, you have to respect others but no one fucking respect you.
Brother come on. Did nothing and still eat shit.
Like what is the point if fucking setting up your boundaries if at the moment it gets hards, you have to respect others but no one fucking respect you.
Brother come on. Did nothing and still eat shit.
June 24, 2025 at 7:41 PM
I'm being ignored again.
Like what is the point if fucking setting up your boundaries if at the moment it gets hards, you have to respect others but no one fucking respect you.
Brother come on. Did nothing and still eat shit.
Like what is the point if fucking setting up your boundaries if at the moment it gets hards, you have to respect others but no one fucking respect you.
Brother come on. Did nothing and still eat shit.
2 days that my friend who I used to talk with everyday just ...vanished. Good time, anxiety, stress, worry and fear just brewing silently.
June 18, 2025 at 2:18 PM
2 days that my friend who I used to talk with everyday just ...vanished. Good time, anxiety, stress, worry and fear just brewing silently.
Living with people who has depression can be heavy sometime. Downers, nothing cheer em up, nothing satisfy them, negative and all. I wish them all well but god somedays are harder than other. I wish to have a break sometime. of all this.
May 6, 2025 at 5:20 PM
Living with people who has depression can be heavy sometime. Downers, nothing cheer em up, nothing satisfy them, negative and all. I wish them all well but god somedays are harder than other. I wish to have a break sometime. of all this.
Really hard reading you are no one favorite. You are just overly available and thus become the default...but no one seek you out because they love your work.
cool.
cool.
March 20, 2025 at 4:09 PM
Really hard reading you are no one favorite. You are just overly available and thus become the default...but no one seek you out because they love your work.
cool.
cool.
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
how many time will I repeat this to myself in order to stop caring about the 10 likes that the best piece of art I made is ever gonna gets?
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
how many time will I repeat this to myself in order to stop caring about the 10 likes that the best piece of art I made is ever gonna gets?
February 23, 2025 at 1:31 AM
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
how many time will I repeat this to myself in order to stop caring about the 10 likes that the best piece of art I made is ever gonna gets?
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
the hobby is amazing.
how many time will I repeat this to myself in order to stop caring about the 10 likes that the best piece of art I made is ever gonna gets?
it was my birthday this month and also Christmas.
I got no gift from no one outside of myself who splurge on my own ass because who else is going to do it if not myself.
I enjoy giving. A lot. spend a good amount of money on my friends but I also enjoy when people show some care about me. idk
I got no gift from no one outside of myself who splurge on my own ass because who else is going to do it if not myself.
I enjoy giving. A lot. spend a good amount of money on my friends but I also enjoy when people show some care about me. idk
December 27, 2024 at 8:31 PM
it was my birthday this month and also Christmas.
I got no gift from no one outside of myself who splurge on my own ass because who else is going to do it if not myself.
I enjoy giving. A lot. spend a good amount of money on my friends but I also enjoy when people show some care about me. idk
I got no gift from no one outside of myself who splurge on my own ass because who else is going to do it if not myself.
I enjoy giving. A lot. spend a good amount of money on my friends but I also enjoy when people show some care about me. idk
Annnnnnnndd what is the fucking point? What is the point when everything I do I end up comparing it back to the stuff I USED to make. I really peak like 6 month ago now it's downhill and honestly good riddance.
God 20 years of doing art and this is the level I still have ???
God 20 years of doing art and this is the level I still have ???
December 22, 2024 at 3:38 PM
Annnnnnnndd what is the fucking point? What is the point when everything I do I end up comparing it back to the stuff I USED to make. I really peak like 6 month ago now it's downhill and honestly good riddance.
God 20 years of doing art and this is the level I still have ???
God 20 years of doing art and this is the level I still have ???
What is the point, what is the point of making art , when you spend so much time and effort trying to get the lighting, pose, composition colour and shit right when someone is going to make a render, that looks half bad doing the same time in a fraction of the time. Bro...im at my wit end.
December 11, 2024 at 3:08 PM
What is the point, what is the point of making art , when you spend so much time and effort trying to get the lighting, pose, composition colour and shit right when someone is going to make a render, that looks half bad doing the same time in a fraction of the time. Bro...im at my wit end.
Its harder to deal with the sense of belonging to someone/somewhere than dealing with anything else i've dealt in my life...god its just fucking pathetic.
October 26, 2024 at 4:45 AM
Its harder to deal with the sense of belonging to someone/somewhere than dealing with anything else i've dealt in my life...god its just fucking pathetic.
I just want to feel like people think of me and I'm missed... Cause i feel if i disappear, no one will really care. People don't really mind and it's fine but fuck does it feel lonely.
October 26, 2024 at 4:44 AM
I just want to feel like people think of me and I'm missed... Cause i feel if i disappear, no one will really care. People don't really mind and it's fine but fuck does it feel lonely.
I've created something bigger than me but... I feel if i stop, the whole thing is going to fall apart. It's not even a question of whether I want a community...i do but i don't want to be the central part of it.
October 26, 2024 at 4:42 AM
I've created something bigger than me but... I feel if i stop, the whole thing is going to fall apart. It's not even a question of whether I want a community...i do but i don't want to be the central part of it.
This is a bit of a doomer account. I just need to pour my feelings here, regardless if it's healthy or not.
October 26, 2024 at 4:40 AM
This is a bit of a doomer account. I just need to pour my feelings here, regardless if it's healthy or not.